Friday, February 29 @ 6:23 AM
iF onli ThinGs didnt turn out diz way..
iF onli i culd turn back time.. iF onli none of thiz will happen.. hw i wish.. it was juz a dream nt a reality.. eveRy minutes has passeD... Every moments has go... leaving a memory for me to kept.. a memory which im going to mish,, a memory which stay... a memory which is swit... hoping it will come back n break me free frm this suffering... |
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Tuesday, February 26 @ 1:18 AM
dear somebody.what is actual meaning of love?...i am confused by them..i take e risk of falling in love..in the end i ended up getting hurt..but still it does nt stop me frm loving hym till nw..people may say im craziee..but im nt..
for all tiz while, e onli person whom i love is him..him..him..him..he is always playing in ma mind...i know that he with someone new..but still...it wu stop me frm loving him..and hoping 4 him...he is ma first love...and will alwaes be...time and time..i am hoping he will come back to me..hoping 4 us to be together again..i do not noe wen dat dae will cum..but..i juz hope it will come..please make it cum true...memories that i had with hi..was juz to swit 4 me to 4 get..y is ma hapiness been ruined.. Dear somebody...i will wait for him no matter what...because i believe that first love will alwaes remains..but if ever a day cums..wen someone new has taken ma hart..between me and him will be a memories to be ket..well what im hoping now ..is 4 somebody or just any soul..to make me fall in love again..make me stood up to reality...and make me forget him...make me opened up ma hart 4 another half.. |
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@ 1:09 AM
230208...well today i never worked..it was meant to be a gf outing..but end up left me nazi n nana...we was suppose to go sentosa..but in e end we went.to esplanade rooftop to cut cake...haish..so sian sak ...what we planned is all ruined..bt ..at least i still celebrate ma bestie nazi bdae..then i saw a fight at marina..i mean HELOOO...itz public..y e hell teenagers nowadays are being so freaking shit...it is not dat i anti dem..what they is figh..n fight..they tink wat..world war three izzit?huh!..please lar...do something better n useful in life cn or nt..i am quite ashamed cos most of them is ma own kind..so sad to c at suc a young age...they have ruined their life..it is a pity..bcos..some are good looking but having a tattoo n piercing really spoil their image..if i ever gt a friend like that..i will try ma veri best to change them..nowadays..its hard to fing guys who doesn not have tattoo...pple please tink 4 ur future..
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@ 12:58 AM
updating ma past blog..160208...
dear somebody..shafiq called me at night.. im shocked..+ surprise leh..he is drunk..and was like crying + stress.. somehow he say..he is stress bt me..ask me wheather i will forgive hym or nt..he still care 4 me n love me...he realii mish met thatz y he drink..haish..i dun understand guys..y are they so complicated??..aaRgh..Shafiq sae he doesnt know y he did tiz to me...and apologize 4 wat he made me gone through..i feel like fucking hym up.. but at the same time...i felt pity 4 him..tell me nt to spoil ma life n nt to wear skirt?HELOOO..itz ma damn fucking lyfe..wa lau wei...thiz guy nonsense to e max..if he still loves me he wont go to dat bitch..haish im so confused... |
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Friday, February 22 @ 7:06 AM
itz been a mth since we break..
haish..i cant still 4 get him.. itz hard 4 me... everytime wen i think bt those memories that we had together..i cried.. im trying to be strong... cos i noe ur nt myne animore.. y does it ended up this way? those memories..sweet words..kept echoing in ma mind... oh god..please gimme strength to move on... i dun wana suffer lyke tiz.. i can lie to others bt i cant lie to maself... we have been through a lot... itz hard..itz hard... hw i wish dat u realise ur mistakes..u realise hw much i love u.. n hw much u are meant to me... bt i noe it will be impossible... i dun wana put mo hope on u too much... if u are happy with her u have ma blessings... if ever a dae u nid ma help..juz kol me.. n i wuld be glad to help |
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@ 6:54 AM
i gazed out on lifes darkened sky..
one bright and shining star to spy.. the star was u.. a ray of light 2 guide me through e darkest night.. ur love it shines..ur love it glows.. my heart it yearns..my heart it knows i wish u are ma shinning star.. wish ur love frm afar... All those magic wishes have come true.. wish ur love 4 me n mine 4 u i guess they say of falling stars is so... oh ma wish we fell i love.. i know.. but it didnt last dat long.. ma wishin star is gone.. hw i wish it came back and bring ma lite to me... bring e glow..n yearn me ma hapiness.. |
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Friday, February 15 @ 6:14 AM
today im sick..huhu..juz sitting at hm..feel so terrible..nothing much actually happened,,but ysterday..valentine day was e most sweetest day..ma classmates gave me chocs on dat day..den me n ma besties..eats cake together...after skul haiqal..treat us to pizza hut..wohoo..swit of hym..
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Tuesday, February 12 @ 2:10 AM
Well..working again..
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@ 1:32 AM
Whee..today was fun...itz gf outing seh!!..gerek...itz obviously chinese nwe yr..we decided to go to town...but den JENG!! JENG!! JENG!!!...eat town was super freaky..heheh..sia ar..i and ma besties was super hungry...and we like searching 4 food like craziee...FAr east was like ghost town...served us rite..who us we all to go during cyn..keke..then we decided to go to marina square...finally we decided to eat at pizza hut..yum!!..e strange things is ..hw cum there is a lot of chinese people?,,didnt they are celebrating chinese new yr??i dun even see ma kinds at all...last resort we went to sentosa...Wohoo..ma besties was like "BORIAH"..because we all wear dress..kate besties per..we went to e beach..take a lotz of pix...enjoying ourselves..make lame jokes..n one more ting we encountered many irritating pple at dere..i feel like smack dem..it was really damn packed when we want to go hm...den we saw shamil,,,whom we dislike..lame sia him...since itz too packed..we went to imbiah lookout to c ma sis..who is werking dere..e night scenery was very beautiful..especially e flower garden...n tell u wat e drinks at dere was too expensive lol..we went to watch 4D magic...it was fun!!...i urged u guys to go n watch it..it is about pirates stuff..and fect is way too amazing...somehow we have to go hm early...so we cant ride e cine blast n e carlsberg tower....nvm ..dere is alwaes another day..today outing was so fun..and memorable...it is better to be like this than in relationship...im trying to enjoy ma life with ma besties...Thanks guyz..4 being dere 4 me...making ma life cheer up again...Love u guyz...btw nazi sae she saw dat bitch n jerk at jurong..well juz fuck dem off..cos itz men nothing to me animore..fuck dem..disgusting couple..
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@ 1:04 AM
YEa itz e eve of chinese new yr...GONG XI FA CAI!!everyone..keke...
aww..today ma classmates was so swit...they gave me angpows that filled with chocs and encouragement words..love them sia..my school performance was quite ok lol..but still can be better..i think they should do something different nxt yr..aft dat..i hangout with ma besties..raudha..her frenz murni . ..syu.. mas n aminah..ave a great time hanging out with dem..Love u guyz.. |
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Monday, February 11 @ 4:54 AM
Dear somebody..
Shafiq called me recently.. y wen i tried to forget him..he called me??..haish..isnt he really a jerk..i cant believe that i used to have a boyfriend who is a jerk..if i have a choice to choose..how i wish i could just lost my memory or something..i do not want to remember any single memories that i had with him..it will only bring back e pain that i had..im still trying to move on with ma life...sometimes whwnever i see couples who are happy..i woud just feel envy about them..i feel ike saying.."Fuck those happy couples"...But i cant blame them 4 what has happened to me rite...Now he ask me to quit my job..i mean like HELLO!!..Who e hell is he to tell me to quit my job?huh!and still dare to say..itz 4 ma own gud,,ouh please lar..quiting or nt quiting ma job got nothing to do with him n ma life..dont be bullshit..trying to be concern with me..whereese u dun..he say he is stil stress about me and care 4 me even though he ove dat bitch..eeh..please lar..itz disgust me..when i hear that..ur love 4 me itz easily been replaced bby that BITCH!!!...u tell me who is e one who ruin this relationship..who is the one who is not faithfull.. after all this happen u kept on blaming me..u are e one who is unfaithful..and u blame me 4 every single thing that has happen..hw cruel are u!!...why do all guys like that??..y are they such a jerk..u blame for playing u out??excuse me..MR SHAFIQ NASSIR!!!i only msg them as a friend and i only msg 4 a while...im nt even flirting..unlike u..BASTARD!!...yes i admit itz ma fault for lying and not teling u...but the, after dat...i did nt cntact any guyz at all...u ask me to delete ma friendster...i did..u ask me to delete all guyz no...i did...what more do u want?/..juz bcos i dun quit ma job and ma stoopid minor promises..u did this to me...if u know that..this is going to happen...you doesnt have feelings animore..juz tell me,,,at least i could i could accept it..if u tell me the truth i wun be hurt ike this...u lied to me.. when pple start to tell me..bout u n dat bitch..den u want to admit!!...you are realli such a FUCKING ASSHOLES!!!>>>and 4 ur info..doing ma friendster acct back,,,got nothing to do with you..u tink i do friendster to hurt u izzit??yuo really got no shame at all...dont bother about me larr ekh..ur precious beloved bitch herself have friendster..She put single some more at her status...please lar wit or without u..i can stil move on with ma life..u are not worth 4 me to cry for...youre just a jek who is wasting ma tears... i regretted of loving u to the core..n dun wuri about me..spoiling ma life...im nt like ur gf who is a bitch and ruining other peope life n happiness...itz that bitch that u must be wary off..person ike her wont last dat long..once i hate u..and her..forever it wil be...hell to u guyz!!wait till u find out her true colours..den u will regret...BITCHES WONT WIN!!MARK MA WORDS..if u guys relationship last longer den mine..i salute u..but if dun ..let me sae this"WHAT GOES AED CUMS ARD>>WHAT GOES UP MUST COME DWN!!" |
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@ 4:40 AM
Theres nothing much happened..today..As usual going to school..deR..
sometimes life can be so boring..After school..i and ma besties went to bu gis to buy clothes..for friday girs outing..I cant wait 4 it!!..It gonna be fun..We are going to be camWhore 4 e daY!!..wohoo..Coincidencelly...i met ma primary skul bestie Nina..Omg i mish her alotz...She changed a lot..its been ages since i met her or even contact her...i mish ma primary skul fwen a lot!!..When can we have gathering again sia.. Signing off.. |
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Saturday, February 2 @ 11:59 PM
TruE love is wEn u shed tears 4 him..
Wen he loves anotheR.. but yet u smiled and sae "im happy 4 u".. itz better to be loved by someone rather than to love someone.. ur onli taking e risks of getting urself to get hurt.. |
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@ 11:38 PM
I saw dem ystd at BuGIS...OMG!!i feel like smacking dem..suDdenly i just felt dat ma blood is boiling in rage...Fuck with dem lar...Dat bitch still can look at me without even have sense of ashamed..shit with dem..ruining ma mooD...N shafiq nassir please lah..dun sweet mother fucker talk with me...ur really such a jerk..if u realli love me..u wun do this to me or even lied to me 4 all this time...i hate u to e max...i regretted 4 having a bF like u...n i felt stOopid to give u ma harts n loving u like shit.. whatz ur motive of doing this? SEeing me getting hurt and pain is what u desire most?is dat ur goal?den y e hell are u with mE 4 So long..mind u itz 1 yr n 6 mths..n i have wasted ma blady time dedicated to someone who is unappreciative lyke u..y are u doin this to me? n kept me in e dark..until i find out maself....u have hurt me so much..yet u still have e cheeck to ask me to buy 4 ur bdae present..what kind of a person are u...u still does nt even feel guilty at all..i hate u..i reallie do...n u wana hate me 4 calling he bitch!!..by all means..i dun care n i dun give a damn...itz ma bizness..4 me to koh her BITCH!!infact SHE IS...i wun forget wat u guyz did to me...n i wun forgive...Especially u shafiq nassir!!u lied to me all this while..nW i noE y everytime i ask u to c me..u kept on saying ur bz...im blind to love u for all this while...n i regret 4 waiting 4 u ..4 so long..n tiz is wat i get...is this wat people sae dat love hurts and doesnt mean u love dat someone u will be loved by them??...love experience 4 me itz sucks..
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Friday, February 1 @ 8:09 AM
Dear Somebody...
Sometimes i often wonder why did god ever give me life in the first place? y? if he predict everything that has happened y?always i have to go n bear all hardships and sufferings? if i were meant to be suffering through ma life.. i might as well nt be given birth into this world.. sometimes i often ask maself... when will wen e day come 4 me to leave this cruel world... i alwaes hope...and hope dat i leave this place faster.. e sooner i leave this worldthe better. suffering are known as part n parcel of lifes but sometimes suffering is too much for someone to take it... dear god is ma life meant to be tasted the cruelness of life... i rather be dead... |
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@ 7:04 AM
DeaR SomboDy..Juz nw he caLled me anD saE dat he has stead with her...What bullShitting is tiz !!..he sae he love me..but y is he doin tiz to me y?
doesnt he appreciate ma love to him..doesnt he care about me at all... y is he giving me hope dat we can be together again...isnt it enuf dat he has hurt me a lot... y is he so mean..i cried 4 him 4 daes..i did nt get nuf cleep...juzt bcos of him...kept on tinking bt him...one day he will realised hw impt i am to him..by den itz too late 4 him to treasure me...to Nadia IdroS e biTch...i have been so kind to u..wanting to forgive u...but to me u are not worTh to be forgiven at all...ur just a bitch..n Will alwaes remain a bitch...u get him..but i get ur friends..is dat worthwhille to u huh?...To The bitch..tanks 4 ruining ma HappinESS...n make suRe one dae u will get back wat u did to me... |
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Friday, February 29 @ 6:23 AM
iF onli ThinGs didnt turn out diz way..
iF onli i culd turn back time.. iF onli none of thiz will happen.. hw i wish.. it was juz a dream nt a reality.. eveRy minutes has passeD... Every moments has go... leaving a memory for me to kept.. a memory which im going to mish,, a memory which stay... a memory which is swit... hoping it will come back n break me free frm this suffering... |
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Tuesday, February 26 @ 1:18 AM
dear somebody.what is actual meaning of love?...i am confused by them..i take e risk of falling in love..in the end i ended up getting hurt..but still it does nt stop me frm loving hym till nw..people may say im craziee..but im nt..
for all tiz while, e onli person whom i love is him..him..him..him..he is always playing in ma mind...i know that he with someone new..but still...it wu stop me frm loving him..and hoping 4 him...he is ma first love...and will alwaes be...time and time..i am hoping he will come back to me..hoping 4 us to be together again..i do not noe wen dat dae will cum..but..i juz hope it will come..please make it cum true...memories that i had with hi..was juz to swit 4 me to 4 get..y is ma hapiness been ruined.. Dear somebody...i will wait for him no matter what...because i believe that first love will alwaes remains..but if ever a day cums..wen someone new has taken ma hart..between me and him will be a memories to be ket..well what im hoping now ..is 4 somebody or just any soul..to make me fall in love again..make me stood up to reality...and make me forget him...make me opened up ma hart 4 another half.. |
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@ 1:09 AM
230208...well today i never worked..it was meant to be a gf outing..but end up left me nazi n nana...we was suppose to go sentosa..but in e end we went.to esplanade rooftop to cut cake...haish..so sian sak ...what we planned is all ruined..bt ..at least i still celebrate ma bestie nazi bdae..then i saw a fight at marina..i mean HELOOO...itz public..y e hell teenagers nowadays are being so freaking shit...it is not dat i anti dem..what they is figh..n fight..they tink wat..world war three izzit?huh!..please lar...do something better n useful in life cn or nt..i am quite ashamed cos most of them is ma own kind..so sad to c at suc a young age...they have ruined their life..it is a pity..bcos..some are good looking but having a tattoo n piercing really spoil their image..if i ever gt a friend like that..i will try ma veri best to change them..nowadays..its hard to fing guys who doesn not have tattoo...pple please tink 4 ur future..
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@ 12:58 AM
updating ma past blog..160208...
dear somebody..shafiq called me at night.. im shocked..+ surprise leh..he is drunk..and was like crying + stress.. somehow he say..he is stress bt me..ask me wheather i will forgive hym or nt..he still care 4 me n love me...he realii mish met thatz y he drink..haish..i dun understand guys..y are they so complicated??..aaRgh..Shafiq sae he doesnt know y he did tiz to me...and apologize 4 wat he made me gone through..i feel like fucking hym up.. but at the same time...i felt pity 4 him..tell me nt to spoil ma life n nt to wear skirt?HELOOO..itz ma damn fucking lyfe..wa lau wei...thiz guy nonsense to e max..if he still loves me he wont go to dat bitch..haish im so confused... |
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Friday, February 22 @ 7:06 AM
itz been a mth since we break..
haish..i cant still 4 get him.. itz hard 4 me... everytime wen i think bt those memories that we had together..i cried.. im trying to be strong... cos i noe ur nt myne animore.. y does it ended up this way? those memories..sweet words..kept echoing in ma mind... oh god..please gimme strength to move on... i dun wana suffer lyke tiz.. i can lie to others bt i cant lie to maself... we have been through a lot... itz hard..itz hard... hw i wish dat u realise ur mistakes..u realise hw much i love u.. n hw much u are meant to me... bt i noe it will be impossible... i dun wana put mo hope on u too much... if u are happy with her u have ma blessings... if ever a dae u nid ma help..juz kol me.. n i wuld be glad to help |
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@ 6:54 AM
i gazed out on lifes darkened sky..
one bright and shining star to spy.. the star was u.. a ray of light 2 guide me through e darkest night.. ur love it shines..ur love it glows.. my heart it yearns..my heart it knows i wish u are ma shinning star.. wish ur love frm afar... All those magic wishes have come true.. wish ur love 4 me n mine 4 u i guess they say of falling stars is so... oh ma wish we fell i love.. i know.. but it didnt last dat long.. ma wishin star is gone.. hw i wish it came back and bring ma lite to me... bring e glow..n yearn me ma hapiness.. |
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Friday, February 15 @ 6:14 AM
today im sick..huhu..juz sitting at hm..feel so terrible..nothing much actually happened,,but ysterday..valentine day was e most sweetest day..ma classmates gave me chocs on dat day..den me n ma besties..eats cake together...after skul haiqal..treat us to pizza hut..wohoo..swit of hym..
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Tuesday, February 12 @ 2:10 AM
Well..working again..
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@ 1:32 AM
Whee..today was fun...itz gf outing seh!!..gerek...itz obviously chinese nwe yr..we decided to go to town...but den JENG!! JENG!! JENG!!!...eat town was super freaky..heheh..sia ar..i and ma besties was super hungry...and we like searching 4 food like craziee...FAr east was like ghost town...served us rite..who us we all to go during cyn..keke..then we decided to go to marina square...finally we decided to eat at pizza hut..yum!!..e strange things is ..hw cum there is a lot of chinese people?,,didnt they are celebrating chinese new yr??i dun even see ma kinds at all...last resort we went to sentosa...Wohoo..ma besties was like "BORIAH"..because we all wear dress..kate besties per..we went to e beach..take a lotz of pix...enjoying ourselves..make lame jokes..n one more ting we encountered many irritating pple at dere..i feel like smack dem..it was really damn packed when we want to go hm...den we saw shamil,,,whom we dislike..lame sia him...since itz too packed..we went to imbiah lookout to c ma sis..who is werking dere..e night scenery was very beautiful..especially e flower garden...n tell u wat e drinks at dere was too expensive lol..we went to watch 4D magic...it was fun!!...i urged u guys to go n watch it..it is about pirates stuff..and fect is way too amazing...somehow we have to go hm early...so we cant ride e cine blast n e carlsberg tower....nvm ..dere is alwaes another day..today outing was so fun..and memorable...it is better to be like this than in relationship...im trying to enjoy ma life with ma besties...Thanks guyz..4 being dere 4 me...making ma life cheer up again...Love u guyz...btw nazi sae she saw dat bitch n jerk at jurong..well juz fuck dem off..cos itz men nothing to me animore..fuck dem..disgusting couple..
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@ 1:04 AM
YEa itz e eve of chinese new yr...GONG XI FA CAI!!everyone..keke...
aww..today ma classmates was so swit...they gave me angpows that filled with chocs and encouragement words..love them sia..my school performance was quite ok lol..but still can be better..i think they should do something different nxt yr..aft dat..i hangout with ma besties..raudha..her frenz murni . ..syu.. mas n aminah..ave a great time hanging out with dem..Love u guyz.. |
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Monday, February 11 @ 4:54 AM
Dear somebody..
Shafiq called me recently.. y wen i tried to forget him..he called me??..haish..isnt he really a jerk..i cant believe that i used to have a boyfriend who is a jerk..if i have a choice to choose..how i wish i could just lost my memory or something..i do not want to remember any single memories that i had with him..it will only bring back e pain that i had..im still trying to move on with ma life...sometimes whwnever i see couples who are happy..i woud just feel envy about them..i feel ike saying.."Fuck those happy couples"...But i cant blame them 4 what has happened to me rite...Now he ask me to quit my job..i mean like HELLO!!..Who e hell is he to tell me to quit my job?huh!and still dare to say..itz 4 ma own gud,,ouh please lar..quiting or nt quiting ma job got nothing to do with him n ma life..dont be bullshit..trying to be concern with me..whereese u dun..he say he is stil stress about me and care 4 me even though he ove dat bitch..eeh..please lar..itz disgust me..when i hear that..ur love 4 me itz easily been replaced bby that BITCH!!!...u tell me who is e one who ruin this relationship..who is the one who is not faithfull.. after all this happen u kept on blaming me..u are e one who is unfaithful..and u blame me 4 every single thing that has happen..hw cruel are u!!...why do all guys like that??..y are they such a jerk..u blame for playing u out??excuse me..MR SHAFIQ NASSIR!!!i only msg them as a friend and i only msg 4 a while...im nt even flirting..unlike u..BASTARD!!...yes i admit itz ma fault for lying and not teling u...but the, after dat...i did nt cntact any guyz at all...u ask me to delete ma friendster...i did..u ask me to delete all guyz no...i did...what more do u want?/..juz bcos i dun quit ma job and ma stoopid minor promises..u did this to me...if u know that..this is going to happen...you doesnt have feelings animore..juz tell me,,,at least i could i could accept it..if u tell me the truth i wun be hurt ike this...u lied to me.. when pple start to tell me..bout u n dat bitch..den u want to admit!!...you are realli such a FUCKING ASSHOLES!!!>>>and 4 ur info..doing ma friendster acct back,,,got nothing to do with you..u tink i do friendster to hurt u izzit??yuo really got no shame at all...dont bother about me larr ekh..ur precious beloved bitch herself have friendster..She put single some more at her status...please lar wit or without u..i can stil move on with ma life..u are not worth 4 me to cry for...youre just a jek who is wasting ma tears... i regretted of loving u to the core..n dun wuri about me..spoiling ma life...im nt like ur gf who is a bitch and ruining other peope life n happiness...itz that bitch that u must be wary off..person ike her wont last dat long..once i hate u..and her..forever it wil be...hell to u guyz!!wait till u find out her true colours..den u will regret...BITCHES WONT WIN!!MARK MA WORDS..if u guys relationship last longer den mine..i salute u..but if dun ..let me sae this"WHAT GOES AED CUMS ARD>>WHAT GOES UP MUST COME DWN!!" |
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@ 4:40 AM
Theres nothing much happened..today..As usual going to school..deR..
sometimes life can be so boring..After school..i and ma besties went to bu gis to buy clothes..for friday girs outing..I cant wait 4 it!!..It gonna be fun..We are going to be camWhore 4 e daY!!..wohoo..Coincidencelly...i met ma primary skul bestie Nina..Omg i mish her alotz...She changed a lot..its been ages since i met her or even contact her...i mish ma primary skul fwen a lot!!..When can we have gathering again sia.. Signing off.. |
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Saturday, February 2 @ 11:59 PM
TruE love is wEn u shed tears 4 him..
Wen he loves anotheR.. but yet u smiled and sae "im happy 4 u".. itz better to be loved by someone rather than to love someone.. ur onli taking e risks of getting urself to get hurt.. |
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@ 11:38 PM
I saw dem ystd at BuGIS...OMG!!i feel like smacking dem..suDdenly i just felt dat ma blood is boiling in rage...Fuck with dem lar...Dat bitch still can look at me without even have sense of ashamed..shit with dem..ruining ma mooD...N shafiq nassir please lah..dun sweet mother fucker talk with me...ur really such a jerk..if u realli love me..u wun do this to me or even lied to me 4 all this time...i hate u to e max...i regretted 4 having a bF like u...n i felt stOopid to give u ma harts n loving u like shit.. whatz ur motive of doing this? SEeing me getting hurt and pain is what u desire most?is dat ur goal?den y e hell are u with mE 4 So long..mind u itz 1 yr n 6 mths..n i have wasted ma blady time dedicated to someone who is unappreciative lyke u..y are u doin this to me? n kept me in e dark..until i find out maself....u have hurt me so much..yet u still have e cheeck to ask me to buy 4 ur bdae present..what kind of a person are u...u still does nt even feel guilty at all..i hate u..i reallie do...n u wana hate me 4 calling he bitch!!..by all means..i dun care n i dun give a damn...itz ma bizness..4 me to koh her BITCH!!infact SHE IS...i wun forget wat u guyz did to me...n i wun forgive...Especially u shafiq nassir!!u lied to me all this while..nW i noE y everytime i ask u to c me..u kept on saying ur bz...im blind to love u for all this while...n i regret 4 waiting 4 u ..4 so long..n tiz is wat i get...is this wat people sae dat love hurts and doesnt mean u love dat someone u will be loved by them??...love experience 4 me itz sucks..
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Friday, February 1 @ 8:09 AM
Dear Somebody...
Sometimes i often wonder why did god ever give me life in the first place? y? if he predict everything that has happened y?always i have to go n bear all hardships and sufferings? if i were meant to be suffering through ma life.. i might as well nt be given birth into this world.. sometimes i often ask maself... when will wen e day come 4 me to leave this cruel world... i alwaes hope...and hope dat i leave this place faster.. e sooner i leave this worldthe better. suffering are known as part n parcel of lifes but sometimes suffering is too much for someone to take it... dear god is ma life meant to be tasted the cruelness of life... i rather be dead... |
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@ 7:04 AM
DeaR SomboDy..Juz nw he caLled me anD saE dat he has stead with her...What bullShitting is tiz !!..he sae he love me..but y is he doin tiz to me y?
doesnt he appreciate ma love to him..doesnt he care about me at all... y is he giving me hope dat we can be together again...isnt it enuf dat he has hurt me a lot... y is he so mean..i cried 4 him 4 daes..i did nt get nuf cleep...juzt bcos of him...kept on tinking bt him...one day he will realised hw impt i am to him..by den itz too late 4 him to treasure me...to Nadia IdroS e biTch...i have been so kind to u..wanting to forgive u...but to me u are not worTh to be forgiven at all...ur just a bitch..n Will alwaes remain a bitch...u get him..but i get ur friends..is dat worthwhille to u huh?...To The bitch..tanks 4 ruining ma HappinESS...n make suRe one dae u will get back wat u did to me... |
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Hello, ummu amirah here.
This is my blog, i can post whatever i want it here.
Hate me? Den dont bother to keep updating abt my personal life(:
Unless ur potential of being a future paparazzi/a reporter laa((:
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