Monday, March 31 @ 7:32 AM
i can say whatever i like. me ? self reflection ? i dont think so. you are the one who is being bitchy right now. desperate for love. dont you realize that. hahaha. me doesnt know how to take care of him ? i dont think so. if thats so then tell me why is he still with me and not back with you. try answering that. you are just chasing after him. get alive. tell me. dont you have other guys out there that you can go out with till you have to go out with my bf ? dont you have any pride at all ? that is why you are labelled as a WHORE. damn it. you still havent realize your mistake do you ? no it doesnt take a whore to notice a whore. common people also can distinguish those whore just by looking at their fcuking attitude. i dont think that the world revolve around me. but look at yourself. by going out and chasing after syafiq it comes to show that you think the whole world is revolving around you. haahaha. but let me wake you up from this imaginary fairytale. because it can NEVER COME TRUE. and anyway it takes 2 hands to clap. so even if syafiq did ask you out. do you know that you have the courtesy to say no. but a whore dont do that. it seems that the title WHORE do come along well with your slutty character. me reality check ?
haha why dont you do it instead. wanting syafiq so badly like a stupid fool. once again go take a mirror and take a look at yourself CAREFULLY. be wary. karma will come and stab you at the back. and when that happens you have yourself to blame. it may not happen now or later. but it may happen in the future. trust me. |
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@ 7:24 AM
i can say whatever i like. hahaha. self reflection. me ?? i dont think so. it takes 2 hands to clap.
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Friday, March 28 @ 1:39 AM
Im GeTtinG irritated By this biTch..Shafiq teLl me DaT he StiLl contacting wit heR..heLoo..both of u are in wRonG...itz finE with me for shafiq..well at lest he tell..wat makes me mad is that..this bitch noes dat im wit him alreadi..but yet she still reply or contacting him..e least that she cn do is nt to reply bck at him..bt her attitude realie like shit..worst like whore..y cnt u juz buzz off huh..wen ur with him i dun even disturb ur relationship...u realie makes me hate u to the core..if tell shafiq dat u noe i n him will last long..den go n get a life..well for e least if he ask u to gout or wat..u politely msg me n sae that shafiq ask u or wat..at least i could still accept it n i may forgive u..u alreadi ruin ma relationship once n nw u want to ruin it again..shameless bitch!!
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@ 1:39 AM
Im GeTtinG irritated By this biTch..Shafiq teLl me DaT
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@ 1:01 AM
LiFe does not always go to the way..
wE want them to go.. We can prediCt whats going to happEn buT can never change e fact .. who we reallY are life is full of ups n down itz either we lose or gain things.. sometimes we dun tend to relialise that this world is actually full of both hapiness n sorrows Sometimes people who feel happy.. felt only for a short time.. and most of their time are usually full of sorrow and tears when they had yet to overcome.. As i write this down.. i try to think what life realiie means Never did i noe by doing so the answers came to me revealing everything it can what i gone through my friends gone through n people ard me gone through is e answ.. we never know what life is.. unless.. we grow through it instead of gone through it.. |
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Thursday, March 27 @ 11:18 AM
hey..long time nver write ma bloG...hee..k heres bt wats has happened..
15 march.. wokaE this was e day of e competition.. im feelin very nervous for them... i felt that we are not good enough.. due to lack of preparation.. nearing to the destination.. it realiee makes me feel anxious..haish.. quite a lot of people at there.. i can feel the heat of sensation.. of the competition... what else should i do... i just have.. advice them and have in faith in them.. before the competiton we take .. we take a lot of pics and joke with them..hee.. At last they perform and they actually didquite well.. no mistakes lar seh..kudos to them... but the other competitors were quite good also... They are creative...at last.. they are relieved after the performance...but the DKP boys are nervous..about the results.. i just tell them to tink that they are joining this competition for fun and experience... sadly to say...they get the fifth position...i can see the dissapointment in them..but i know they are having fun and experiencing themself... but i noe they are having fun and enjoying themselves..haish..they are so cute and adorable...After that they went to catch a step up at westmall..Aww..im gonna mih them..someday i should plan outing with them... after their competition...i meet shafiq and his family at bugis..s long nvr mit them sia...it was like very awkward for me..Martin was there..aww i mish him seh..he was so cute..we went for lunch first..then we walk ard..at bugis junction..den to bugis village...Mamie buy for me dress...hehe..saved money lol..it was fun going out wit dem..hee |
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Friday, March 14 @ 12:05 PM
y do people like to be deceiving..y do they exist aniway?trying to be two faced with me hah?pleash lar..juz be true to me..n it wun hurts at all..if u reallie appreciate our friendship..den please be honest to me..n i wun be mad at u all..u know how ma attitude is..n u understand me..so juz say it n tell me e truth..i dont want any secrects behind me..
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@ 11:52 AM
today as usual went to e dance prac..then there was diz guy who help to teach n coordinate e boys moves..guess what..he asked mas n me..whether we are interested in joining dance grp..wohoo..cool sia..i cnt wait..cos he be forming a new grp..yessa...aniwae..i dunno hw to settle ma prob with shafiq..haiyo y cnt he a bit understanding..i noe dat sat im goin out with his family..but i wanna watch e boy dance..y cnt he juz wait n meet me somewhere...i tried to make this relationship lasts..if we are not fated to be together..den im willing to leave it to fate..i have been hurt once by him..n i dun want history to repeat itself..if he really love me he should understand me..he should know ma love 4 him for eversince sec one..cant he juz change his attidude..pleash u are impt to me...n oso ma family n ma gfs..dun put me in spot..i dont even have time for maself..im nt going to work bcos of u..so do please appreciate what i have done for u..pease change for e sake of this relationship..im tired of facing this prob..
aniway today was so fun..go shoping with ma aunt n fam..at parkwayparade.. buy lotz of clothings..hehe..ma aunt treat me...aft dat we went to lorong joo chiat..to eat n chit chat..itz fun..signing off..must be ready 4 tomorrow.. |
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@ 11:38 AM
I FeEl so tired today..For one whole week of e holidaes i did not get enough rest..been bz with my dance..hwk n work.aargh wen will it stop sia..aniwae i cnt wait for tomorrow..e boys are going 4 e dance competition..lol..im e one who is nervous for them..today is dat bitch supposedly 3 mths aniversary..derr..it means dat they stead on 15 jan..and shafiq stead with her first b4 breaking up with me..bullshit...watever..i wont entertain this type of nonsenses..juz read e bitch blog recently..heloo..get on with ur life n move on..n stop contacting him..u wanna make me fall?try me..itz retribution to u..cos u deserved it..and btw bitch..i did not take shafiq away frm u..he is e one who came back to me..u cnt win his love..so buzz off n stop disturbing me and him..dont accuse me of stealing him frm u..get ur facts right..i am getting irritated by u..i try to give in to u of contacting shafiq..but u step over ma head right!!..even if i were to break with him or nt..i wont be good to u animore..i juz hate u n i cant change bt dat..ur face is so irritating..fancy blaming me for what has happen..im glad dat u realised dat it is a retribution to u...haha..dont ruin ma relationship..cos i dont ruin yours in e beginning...step off ma PROPERTY!!
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Monday, March 10 @ 8:29 AM
sundae was fun..i met shafiq..this is e first time we go out together after so long..we went to catch a movie preview..step up 2..e movies is interesting..itz better than step up 1..after dat we went to take new print..hehe..mish taking pix wit him..den we wnt to khatib..there is diz park..it iz quite romantic lol..we take e duck ride..haha..so swit..i simply enjoy every moments of it...i hope it could last long..bt y did u msg me dat u wana let me go..y are u making me confused?
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@ 8:26 AM
Sunday..i and shafiq..went together at last..itz been so long...we went to watch movie preview step up 2..omg it was fun sia..itz better den stepup one...i enjoy it veri much lar sey..aft dat we go khatib..there is dis park..very romantic place
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@ 8:22 AM
hehe..tomorrow..im goin to south view pri to choreograph dance 4 e pri six students..yea2...itz gona be fun..they are so cute n talened..kecohrable ka per..im goin wit ma cayang mas...hee..gtg n tink 4 e dance nw..
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@ 8:00 AM
its been quite some time i did not update ma blogs..lotz of things has hapen recently..
i juz hurt a guy..i did nt meant to hurt him...n i did nt even gave him hope..we juz get to noe each other recently..n yesh i admit dat he makes me hepi..laugh..i appreciate datz lotz..he is swit n caring..i didnt know dat things will turn out tiz way..its strange rite we juz get to noe each other..n he sae he love me ..i didnt expect it to be like thiz..i like him as fwen n realie enjoys his companion..haish..y does it get so complicated.. then..ma ex..wana patch up wit me..wohoo..of cos i am happy..like i sae wat goes ard cums ard...well we patch up..served u rite bitch..u didnt get his hart at all...n let me tell u tiz im nt e one hu stole him frm u..itz u hu stole it frm me..boifwen stealer!!derr..thiz is wat i call karma...n pleah lar dun blame me 4 tiz..u habe urself to blame.. i tot dat by patching up it wuld make me hepi..itz harder den i tot..i wanna be happy wit hym..i wanna understand him..bt he cnt understand me..i doesnt like to be in cntrol..pleash..itz nearly 3 mths im without hym..n im used to it...so please gimme time to adapt in a new change... i reallie do love him..bt im tinkin by patching upwith hym..will things get back to normal...i felt that i have changed n i cant be e same me..itz nt ma fault..itz u n dat bitch hu change me..nw ur blaming me..pleash i nid tyme...nw ur saying dat..we have no hope..i dunno wat to sae..izzit a mistakes for us to patch up tings? im afraid dat u cnt be hepi wit me..im afraid i cant listen to u n give u happiness..this is me..love me n accept me as who i am..im nt dat bitch n u dun compared me wit her...if by letting u go makes u happy n wun give u stress ..by all means i will..i dun wana suffer wit me..i still cnt forget wat did to me..i flung ma studies bcos of u..im depress...then out of sudden u want me bck.. e matter is i cnt accept e fact dat u are bekas dat bitch whom i hate e max..i juz cnt..nw u still dun believe dat i love u..n ure telling me i haven t change?wat sia?y are u kept telling me to quit ma job..our relationship gt notin to do with a job do u noe dat bcos of u..i hurt someone...bcos of u i rejected him n ignore him..even though..him n i are onli fwenz...i dun wana lose him as ma fwen..haish..i feel so guilty towards him..now are we still together or wat? |
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Monday, March 31 @ 7:32 AM
i can say whatever i like. me ? self reflection ? i dont think so. you are the one who is being bitchy right now. desperate for love. dont you realize that. hahaha. me doesnt know how to take care of him ? i dont think so. if thats so then tell me why is he still with me and not back with you. try answering that. you are just chasing after him. get alive. tell me. dont you have other guys out there that you can go out with till you have to go out with my bf ? dont you have any pride at all ? that is why you are labelled as a WHORE. damn it. you still havent realize your mistake do you ? no it doesnt take a whore to notice a whore. common people also can distinguish those whore just by looking at their fcuking attitude. i dont think that the world revolve around me. but look at yourself. by going out and chasing after syafiq it comes to show that you think the whole world is revolving around you. haahaha. but let me wake you up from this imaginary fairytale. because it can NEVER COME TRUE. and anyway it takes 2 hands to clap. so even if syafiq did ask you out. do you know that you have the courtesy to say no. but a whore dont do that. it seems that the title WHORE do come along well with your slutty character. me reality check ?
haha why dont you do it instead. wanting syafiq so badly like a stupid fool. once again go take a mirror and take a look at yourself CAREFULLY. be wary. karma will come and stab you at the back. and when that happens you have yourself to blame. it may not happen now or later. but it may happen in the future. trust me. |
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@ 7:24 AM
i can say whatever i like. hahaha. self reflection. me ?? i dont think so. it takes 2 hands to clap.
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Friday, March 28 @ 1:39 AM
Im GeTtinG irritated By this biTch..Shafiq teLl me DaT he StiLl contacting wit heR..heLoo..both of u are in wRonG...itz finE with me for shafiq..well at lest he tell..wat makes me mad is that..this bitch noes dat im wit him alreadi..but yet she still reply or contacting him..e least that she cn do is nt to reply bck at him..bt her attitude realie like shit..worst like whore..y cnt u juz buzz off huh..wen ur with him i dun even disturb ur relationship...u realie makes me hate u to the core..if tell shafiq dat u noe i n him will last long..den go n get a life..well for e least if he ask u to gout or wat..u politely msg me n sae that shafiq ask u or wat..at least i could still accept it n i may forgive u..u alreadi ruin ma relationship once n nw u want to ruin it again..shameless bitch!!
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@ 1:39 AM
Im GeTtinG irritated By this biTch..Shafiq teLl me DaT
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@ 1:01 AM
LiFe does not always go to the way..
wE want them to go.. We can prediCt whats going to happEn buT can never change e fact .. who we reallY are life is full of ups n down itz either we lose or gain things.. sometimes we dun tend to relialise that this world is actually full of both hapiness n sorrows Sometimes people who feel happy.. felt only for a short time.. and most of their time are usually full of sorrow and tears when they had yet to overcome.. As i write this down.. i try to think what life realiie means Never did i noe by doing so the answers came to me revealing everything it can what i gone through my friends gone through n people ard me gone through is e answ.. we never know what life is.. unless.. we grow through it instead of gone through it.. |
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Thursday, March 27 @ 11:18 AM
hey..long time nver write ma bloG...hee..k heres bt wats has happened..
15 march.. wokaE this was e day of e competition.. im feelin very nervous for them... i felt that we are not good enough.. due to lack of preparation.. nearing to the destination.. it realiee makes me feel anxious..haish.. quite a lot of people at there.. i can feel the heat of sensation.. of the competition... what else should i do... i just have.. advice them and have in faith in them.. before the competiton we take .. we take a lot of pics and joke with them..hee.. At last they perform and they actually didquite well.. no mistakes lar seh..kudos to them... but the other competitors were quite good also... They are creative...at last.. they are relieved after the performance...but the DKP boys are nervous..about the results.. i just tell them to tink that they are joining this competition for fun and experience... sadly to say...they get the fifth position...i can see the dissapointment in them..but i know they are having fun and experiencing themself... but i noe they are having fun and enjoying themselves..haish..they are so cute and adorable...After that they went to catch a step up at westmall..Aww..im gonna mih them..someday i should plan outing with them... after their competition...i meet shafiq and his family at bugis..s long nvr mit them sia...it was like very awkward for me..Martin was there..aww i mish him seh..he was so cute..we went for lunch first..then we walk ard..at bugis junction..den to bugis village...Mamie buy for me dress...hehe..saved money lol..it was fun going out wit dem..hee |
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Friday, March 14 @ 12:05 PM
y do people like to be deceiving..y do they exist aniway?trying to be two faced with me hah?pleash lar..juz be true to me..n it wun hurts at all..if u reallie appreciate our friendship..den please be honest to me..n i wun be mad at u all..u know how ma attitude is..n u understand me..so juz say it n tell me e truth..i dont want any secrects behind me..
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@ 11:52 AM
today as usual went to e dance prac..then there was diz guy who help to teach n coordinate e boys moves..guess what..he asked mas n me..whether we are interested in joining dance grp..wohoo..cool sia..i cnt wait..cos he be forming a new grp..yessa...aniwae..i dunno hw to settle ma prob with shafiq..haiyo y cnt he a bit understanding..i noe dat sat im goin out with his family..but i wanna watch e boy dance..y cnt he juz wait n meet me somewhere...i tried to make this relationship lasts..if we are not fated to be together..den im willing to leave it to fate..i have been hurt once by him..n i dun want history to repeat itself..if he really love me he should understand me..he should know ma love 4 him for eversince sec one..cant he juz change his attidude..pleash u are impt to me...n oso ma family n ma gfs..dun put me in spot..i dont even have time for maself..im nt going to work bcos of u..so do please appreciate what i have done for u..pease change for e sake of this relationship..im tired of facing this prob..
aniway today was so fun..go shoping with ma aunt n fam..at parkwayparade.. buy lotz of clothings..hehe..ma aunt treat me...aft dat we went to lorong joo chiat..to eat n chit chat..itz fun..signing off..must be ready 4 tomorrow.. |
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@ 11:38 AM
I FeEl so tired today..For one whole week of e holidaes i did not get enough rest..been bz with my dance..hwk n work.aargh wen will it stop sia..aniwae i cnt wait for tomorrow..e boys are going 4 e dance competition..lol..im e one who is nervous for them..today is dat bitch supposedly 3 mths aniversary..derr..it means dat they stead on 15 jan..and shafiq stead with her first b4 breaking up with me..bullshit...watever..i wont entertain this type of nonsenses..juz read e bitch blog recently..heloo..get on with ur life n move on..n stop contacting him..u wanna make me fall?try me..itz retribution to u..cos u deserved it..and btw bitch..i did not take shafiq away frm u..he is e one who came back to me..u cnt win his love..so buzz off n stop disturbing me and him..dont accuse me of stealing him frm u..get ur facts right..i am getting irritated by u..i try to give in to u of contacting shafiq..but u step over ma head right!!..even if i were to break with him or nt..i wont be good to u animore..i juz hate u n i cant change bt dat..ur face is so irritating..fancy blaming me for what has happen..im glad dat u realised dat it is a retribution to u...haha..dont ruin ma relationship..cos i dont ruin yours in e beginning...step off ma PROPERTY!!
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Monday, March 10 @ 8:29 AM
sundae was fun..i met shafiq..this is e first time we go out together after so long..we went to catch a movie preview..step up 2..e movies is interesting..itz better than step up 1..after dat we went to take new print..hehe..mish taking pix wit him..den we wnt to khatib..there is diz park..it iz quite romantic lol..we take e duck ride..haha..so swit..i simply enjoy every moments of it...i hope it could last long..bt y did u msg me dat u wana let me go..y are u making me confused?
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@ 8:26 AM
Sunday..i and shafiq..went together at last..itz been so long...we went to watch movie preview step up 2..omg it was fun sia..itz better den stepup one...i enjoy it veri much lar sey..aft dat we go khatib..there is dis park..very romantic place
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@ 8:22 AM
hehe..tomorrow..im goin to south view pri to choreograph dance 4 e pri six students..yea2...itz gona be fun..they are so cute n talened..kecohrable ka per..im goin wit ma cayang mas...hee..gtg n tink 4 e dance nw..
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@ 8:00 AM
its been quite some time i did not update ma blogs..lotz of things has hapen recently..
i juz hurt a guy..i did nt meant to hurt him...n i did nt even gave him hope..we juz get to noe each other recently..n yesh i admit dat he makes me hepi..laugh..i appreciate datz lotz..he is swit n caring..i didnt know dat things will turn out tiz way..its strange rite we juz get to noe each other..n he sae he love me ..i didnt expect it to be like thiz..i like him as fwen n realie enjoys his companion..haish..y does it get so complicated.. then..ma ex..wana patch up wit me..wohoo..of cos i am happy..like i sae wat goes ard cums ard...well we patch up..served u rite bitch..u didnt get his hart at all...n let me tell u tiz im nt e one hu stole him frm u..itz u hu stole it frm me..boifwen stealer!!derr..thiz is wat i call karma...n pleah lar dun blame me 4 tiz..u habe urself to blame.. i tot dat by patching up it wuld make me hepi..itz harder den i tot..i wanna be happy wit hym..i wanna understand him..bt he cnt understand me..i doesnt like to be in cntrol..pleash..itz nearly 3 mths im without hym..n im used to it...so please gimme time to adapt in a new change... i reallie do love him..bt im tinkin by patching upwith hym..will things get back to normal...i felt that i have changed n i cant be e same me..itz nt ma fault..itz u n dat bitch hu change me..nw ur blaming me..pleash i nid tyme...nw ur saying dat..we have no hope..i dunno wat to sae..izzit a mistakes for us to patch up tings? im afraid dat u cnt be hepi wit me..im afraid i cant listen to u n give u happiness..this is me..love me n accept me as who i am..im nt dat bitch n u dun compared me wit her...if by letting u go makes u happy n wun give u stress ..by all means i will..i dun wana suffer wit me..i still cnt forget wat did to me..i flung ma studies bcos of u..im depress...then out of sudden u want me bck.. e matter is i cnt accept e fact dat u are bekas dat bitch whom i hate e max..i juz cnt..nw u still dun believe dat i love u..n ure telling me i haven t change?wat sia?y are u kept telling me to quit ma job..our relationship gt notin to do with a job do u noe dat bcos of u..i hurt someone...bcos of u i rejected him n ignore him..even though..him n i are onli fwenz...i dun wana lose him as ma fwen..haish..i feel so guilty towards him..now are we still together or wat? |
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