Wednesday, July 30 @ 3:14 AM
2707 08..mark ma 2 yrs relationship with ma hubbie..
though dere was plus minus points in our relationship..still we juz take it for 2 yrs..i cnt celebrate with ayg..tank god he was understanding... needless to say..i was kinda guilty for not celebrating diz special days of ours.. it cnt be help cos im bz with ma studies.. bt he did say a sweet thing to me..loverboy he is.. bt then we still get into heated arguments.. he wants to do tattoo..n i despise him if he does that.. hes so strong headed n doesnt wanna listen to me.. juz hope dat ayg will nvr do it.. aniway..ma sis say dat she saw dat bitch n her new bf..at cine blast..n her sotong friend gave them free tickets 4 e ride..stoopid sia..he tinks dat shes ma sis fwen.. shaf is weird today..he ask meto choose between himor shafiq.. i mean like wat e hell!!..watz wrung with hym??..i dun wana losehym..cos he is oso dear to me... let time will tell n decide.. 5 days toprelim..dammit imnt even 70 percent prepared.. prelim driving me mad.. aniway juz nw i saw thiz young couple... n e gal was like minah-minah.. n kept on staring at me.. as is i wanna steal her bf.. pleash lar go get a life lar.. utinkigotnothing better to do issit... hmmm...aniwae itz kinda funny if i say i mish ma last date..tashir..hee..i dunno y..out of somany dates b4 i get bck to shafiq..hes like e one who brighten up ma day..undeniable dat i admit i do have feelings for him..bt den..nw he gt gf..hope he will last long with her.. |
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Sunday, July 20 @ 12:47 AM
yst i meet up with ma dearest boiffey at his hm..lepak at his hm for a while..his hugs makes me feel secure..yesh..i cn truly feel dat he loves me..though wat he did to me in e past was really hurtful bt then to think abt it nw..itz way too differnt...so is this wat they say is true love..true love is when he leaves u bt den he will cum n find u bck..no matter what..i must say that thanks to dat gal who once ruin ma relationship..bcos nw i understand y it happen..despite hw hurtful it was..i understand e reasons behind it all...cyg veri sweet..he wanna take me to SHOPPING nxt wk..wohoo!!..
aniwae i pity him..have to paid for his bike..havent get license bt yet he already buy his dream bike..haish ..stubborn pple.. aniway ma darlin bebeh mas came bck frm camp today..cnfirm she is dead beat..huhu..mish her lar..cos she never fails to brightened up ma day..hope dat ma friendship with mas, aminah, nazi.shika.raudha, nana, nashy will last till e dae where we have to reallie leave each other.. i guess u noe wat i mean..bt at certain times im scared dat someone gonna b a betrayal towards me..gona break ma trust n so on..hoping dat will nvr happened..cos i have gone through it once..n i dun wana it to happened again..let dat incident be learning point for me..in choosing ur friends wisely...so i reallie do appreciate ma friendship with dem n i loved them a lotz...i try to make it dat they are reallie been valued by me.. aniwae..i duunoe y..bt im am so mad dat shaf didnt tell me dat today he went to esplanade...n he didnt go 4 e kenduri lol..dunno ekh..gyler.. |
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Friday, July 18 @ 5:52 AM
today was super clumsy day..i am like deng2..i kept miss ma steps..while walkin lol..haiya..
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Tuesday, July 15 @ 5:42 PM
i feel like im running out of time..
deres so much too covered.. so much to do.. nw im in a state of wanting to give up.. bt i cnt.. im trying ma veery best 101% arghh..wen will it ever end..wen? |
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@ 5:39 PM
oh Gosh..
today was super bored.. haish.. nt again school!!... 3 more wks to prelim lol... sian ar... sign off |
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Monday, July 14 @ 2:44 AM
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@ 2:36 AM
Prelims are gettin nearer..imgetting freaked out..im like in a total of lost mind..im so STRESSEDDDDDDDDD....time is running out..itz nt enuf forme..oh gosh..helpme...i dun even hav time for maself!!..im super tired n at any time i will k.o lol!!...haish..no time to enjoy n have fun..olevel yr sux to e core!!
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@ 2:19 AM
Friday 11 0708..i met ma hunnie bunnie wit her fwen lat..okehh..aru one wk tk umpe..bt alreadi mish her a lot..kecian ma bebeh lost her wallet..haiya..muz scold her den she wuld nt b careless...well juz hope dat kind soul will return her precious wallet soon!!...we juz sat at e library n tok2..library was supposed to b quiet environment..bt this grp of sec 3 ple..are superb damn irritating lar..worse..gt tiz minah kentalz dare to stare at me..i smack den she noe..time lmbt lar oi nk lepak pat library...kids nowdaes tink they are soo big izzit..kental..kental..
aft dat i went for oralpractise with shyka n nazi at residents corner...haha..craziee us..talk like nobody business.. den i went to shafiq hm..chill2 wit hym..haish..too bad lar kan..everytime we meet we will alwaes fite..nw e issue bt guys fren kol me..wat e hell...imsickn tired of meetin hym..if we alwaes fight..bilar mahu game..no ending at all...being fed up..i juz throw dat blady ring at hym..n go home alone..y does he alwaes make me cry huh? 12 july sat.. im super laziee to go out today...sleeping was all i did..life is so bored..shafiq still merajok wit me..he expect meto change ma no. again n again..haish..he is sostubborn..guess wat..hes ma mum was hoping dat i and hym will alwaes b happy n last long till married..fat hope!..it wun b dat wae..if hes attitude sux..sometimes loving dat someone doesnt reallie makes u happy..ur nid e air to breath cos dat someone hold u too tight..get wat imean..ma bestie nashy kol..he such an asshole!nvr go skul for 5 daes..imagine dat!! wat gona happen to hym..haiya..super mad at hym..gona whack hymat his head..den for sure he will wake upn realised.. 13 july sun.. todae go madrasa..BORED n itz SuX....bt ma frens makes ma day at madrasa..lol..we have fun tokin n updatin bt ourself... |
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@ 1:58 AM
10 july thurs..i went to ngee ann poly 4 poly experience...okkeh..so far..it was interesti ng..aniwae ngee ann poly would b ma choice of poly..aniwae guess who i saw dere..saper lagy tuh nadia lar..omg..i didnt expect for me to bang to her..nevertheless shenvr saw me lar kan..aniwae i was thinking if u were to b me..wuld u 4 give her 4 wat she has done to u though it quite long alreadi..would u still wanna befriending with sum one who betrayed u? wanting to tok or smile..i dunno..i nid ur opinion guys..
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Tuesday, July 8 @ 5:10 AM
lotZ of tinGs has hpn actualliE..wat to do diz is life rite...okehh sundae..for ever ferst time..i n mas bebeh..do volunteering work 4 darulmakwa...kecoh per..derr..me doin it ..lol...okehh..it was tiring..bt yet at e same time im happy dat im doin sumtin gud..wat surprised me most is dat..deres a lot of malay teenagers those mat n minahs are doin it too..im impressed..they got heart afterall..cheers 4 them..this shows dat they are also worth e help okehh..so don look dwn on them..doin so much ballon..ma fingers are damn in pain lar...so far e xeperience is gud..n i hope i could do it again..sometin diff..perhaps..
shafiq hubbie..makes me touch n realised dat he reallie love me...bt i juz cnt stand e way he is ctrling ma life..itz veri irritating..n frustrating..bt tinking back wat he has done for me..i try to follow..bt nt 100 percent of it.. aniwae..i jus have this sudden tot..wat true frens reallie are..imosh admit datido have ma one..dearest trusted frenz..hunnies..n bebeh...bt den..juz diz one..makes me feel dat is nt sincere enuf..if dat fren of mine..reallie appreaciate me n do treat me like hw i treat dem...it will b aplus point 4 me...nt i juz have diz feeling dat itz nt..u noe..pple may juz stab u at e bck..n i have been through once..i dun wana gone through again...if dat person reallie a true fren..dey will respect whatever dislikes with whoever i dun like n respect ma decision..ami rite?? |
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Wednesday, July 30 @ 3:14 AM
2707 08..mark ma 2 yrs relationship with ma hubbie..
though dere was plus minus points in our relationship..still we juz take it for 2 yrs..i cnt celebrate with ayg..tank god he was understanding... needless to say..i was kinda guilty for not celebrating diz special days of ours.. it cnt be help cos im bz with ma studies.. bt he did say a sweet thing to me..loverboy he is.. bt then we still get into heated arguments.. he wants to do tattoo..n i despise him if he does that.. hes so strong headed n doesnt wanna listen to me.. juz hope dat ayg will nvr do it.. aniway..ma sis say dat she saw dat bitch n her new bf..at cine blast..n her sotong friend gave them free tickets 4 e ride..stoopid sia..he tinks dat shes ma sis fwen.. shaf is weird today..he ask meto choose between himor shafiq.. i mean like wat e hell!!..watz wrung with hym??..i dun wana losehym..cos he is oso dear to me... let time will tell n decide.. 5 days toprelim..dammit imnt even 70 percent prepared.. prelim driving me mad.. aniway juz nw i saw thiz young couple... n e gal was like minah-minah.. n kept on staring at me.. as is i wanna steal her bf.. pleash lar go get a life lar.. utinkigotnothing better to do issit... hmmm...aniwae itz kinda funny if i say i mish ma last date..tashir..hee..i dunno y..out of somany dates b4 i get bck to shafiq..hes like e one who brighten up ma day..undeniable dat i admit i do have feelings for him..bt den..nw he gt gf..hope he will last long with her.. |
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Sunday, July 20 @ 12:47 AM
yst i meet up with ma dearest boiffey at his hm..lepak at his hm for a while..his hugs makes me feel secure..yesh..i cn truly feel dat he loves me..though wat he did to me in e past was really hurtful bt then to think abt it nw..itz way too differnt...so is this wat they say is true love..true love is when he leaves u bt den he will cum n find u bck..no matter what..i must say that thanks to dat gal who once ruin ma relationship..bcos nw i understand y it happen..despite hw hurtful it was..i understand e reasons behind it all...cyg veri sweet..he wanna take me to SHOPPING nxt wk..wohoo!!..
aniwae i pity him..have to paid for his bike..havent get license bt yet he already buy his dream bike..haish ..stubborn pple.. aniway ma darlin bebeh mas came bck frm camp today..cnfirm she is dead beat..huhu..mish her lar..cos she never fails to brightened up ma day..hope dat ma friendship with mas, aminah, nazi.shika.raudha, nana, nashy will last till e dae where we have to reallie leave each other.. i guess u noe wat i mean..bt at certain times im scared dat someone gonna b a betrayal towards me..gona break ma trust n so on..hoping dat will nvr happened..cos i have gone through it once..n i dun wana it to happened again..let dat incident be learning point for me..in choosing ur friends wisely...so i reallie do appreciate ma friendship with dem n i loved them a lotz...i try to make it dat they are reallie been valued by me.. aniwae..i duunoe y..bt im am so mad dat shaf didnt tell me dat today he went to esplanade...n he didnt go 4 e kenduri lol..dunno ekh..gyler.. |
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Friday, July 18 @ 5:52 AM
today was super clumsy day..i am like deng2..i kept miss ma steps..while walkin lol..haiya..
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Tuesday, July 15 @ 5:42 PM
i feel like im running out of time..
deres so much too covered.. so much to do.. nw im in a state of wanting to give up.. bt i cnt.. im trying ma veery best 101% arghh..wen will it ever end..wen? |
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@ 5:39 PM
oh Gosh..
today was super bored.. haish.. nt again school!!... 3 more wks to prelim lol... sian ar... sign off |
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Monday, July 14 @ 2:44 AM
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@ 2:36 AM
Prelims are gettin nearer..imgetting freaked out..im like in a total of lost mind..im so STRESSEDDDDDDDDD....time is running out..itz nt enuf forme..oh gosh..helpme...i dun even hav time for maself!!..im super tired n at any time i will k.o lol!!...haish..no time to enjoy n have fun..olevel yr sux to e core!!
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@ 2:19 AM
Friday 11 0708..i met ma hunnie bunnie wit her fwen lat..okehh..aru one wk tk umpe..bt alreadi mish her a lot..kecian ma bebeh lost her wallet..haiya..muz scold her den she wuld nt b careless...well juz hope dat kind soul will return her precious wallet soon!!...we juz sat at e library n tok2..library was supposed to b quiet environment..bt this grp of sec 3 ple..are superb damn irritating lar..worse..gt tiz minah kentalz dare to stare at me..i smack den she noe..time lmbt lar oi nk lepak pat library...kids nowdaes tink they are soo big izzit..kental..kental..
aft dat i went for oralpractise with shyka n nazi at residents corner...haha..craziee us..talk like nobody business.. den i went to shafiq hm..chill2 wit hym..haish..too bad lar kan..everytime we meet we will alwaes fite..nw e issue bt guys fren kol me..wat e hell...imsickn tired of meetin hym..if we alwaes fight..bilar mahu game..no ending at all...being fed up..i juz throw dat blady ring at hym..n go home alone..y does he alwaes make me cry huh? 12 july sat.. im super laziee to go out today...sleeping was all i did..life is so bored..shafiq still merajok wit me..he expect meto change ma no. again n again..haish..he is sostubborn..guess wat..hes ma mum was hoping dat i and hym will alwaes b happy n last long till married..fat hope!..it wun b dat wae..if hes attitude sux..sometimes loving dat someone doesnt reallie makes u happy..ur nid e air to breath cos dat someone hold u too tight..get wat imean..ma bestie nashy kol..he such an asshole!nvr go skul for 5 daes..imagine dat!! wat gona happen to hym..haiya..super mad at hym..gona whack hymat his head..den for sure he will wake upn realised.. 13 july sun.. todae go madrasa..BORED n itz SuX....bt ma frens makes ma day at madrasa..lol..we have fun tokin n updatin bt ourself... |
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@ 1:58 AM
10 july thurs..i went to ngee ann poly 4 poly experience...okkeh..so far..it was interesti ng..aniwae ngee ann poly would b ma choice of poly..aniwae guess who i saw dere..saper lagy tuh nadia lar..omg..i didnt expect for me to bang to her..nevertheless shenvr saw me lar kan..aniwae i was thinking if u were to b me..wuld u 4 give her 4 wat she has done to u though it quite long alreadi..would u still wanna befriending with sum one who betrayed u? wanting to tok or smile..i dunno..i nid ur opinion guys..
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Tuesday, July 8 @ 5:10 AM
lotZ of tinGs has hpn actualliE..wat to do diz is life rite...okehh sundae..for ever ferst time..i n mas bebeh..do volunteering work 4 darulmakwa...kecoh per..derr..me doin it ..lol...okehh..it was tiring..bt yet at e same time im happy dat im doin sumtin gud..wat surprised me most is dat..deres a lot of malay teenagers those mat n minahs are doin it too..im impressed..they got heart afterall..cheers 4 them..this shows dat they are also worth e help okehh..so don look dwn on them..doin so much ballon..ma fingers are damn in pain lar...so far e xeperience is gud..n i hope i could do it again..sometin diff..perhaps..
shafiq hubbie..makes me touch n realised dat he reallie love me...bt i juz cnt stand e way he is ctrling ma life..itz veri irritating..n frustrating..bt tinking back wat he has done for me..i try to follow..bt nt 100 percent of it.. aniwae..i jus have this sudden tot..wat true frens reallie are..imosh admit datido have ma one..dearest trusted frenz..hunnies..n bebeh...bt den..juz diz one..makes me feel dat is nt sincere enuf..if dat fren of mine..reallie appreaciate me n do treat me like hw i treat dem...it will b aplus point 4 me...nt i juz have diz feeling dat itz nt..u noe..pple may juz stab u at e bck..n i have been through once..i dun wana gone through again...if dat person reallie a true fren..dey will respect whatever dislikes with whoever i dun like n respect ma decision..ami rite?? |
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