Thursday, November 27 @ 11:47 PM
okehh heres e latest new
i met with an accident while on e way to work on tuesday.. damnnn... it was unexpected.. i swear i was literally shockedn was trembling all over.. thank god both i and mal was saved.. thank god there was no oncoming vehicles when we skidded n flung off.. mal was terribly inpain.. his feet has to be immediately surgery.. while i escaped with superficial wounds.. damn..ewound was so painful.. though it was onli superficial... nw i gt 4 days of mc.. waiting for this wounds to heal.. it is ugly and i hate e sight of it.. watz more i hate e feel of tingling sensation n epain.. it is troublesome.. cos it refrain me frm walking properly and oso having a good nite sleep.. wat more i had difficulty in bathing.. i juz prayed hard that mal will gonna be okay.. tomake it worse..this sunday was ma bdae party..haish..bad luck but e accident make me realised that i have a wonderful family n friends who love me.. i love them.. after e accident.. mabody hurt badly due to e impact.. ma sweetest darlings n bros came to visit me.. imtouhed with their care |
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@ 11:37 PM
ok last friday was starting of ma ferst day in new job..
so far e people are benign.. n e best part is im in working environment with chinese pple.. yup..exactly no malay at all... first day are cool.. mal send men fetch me frm work.. saturday was supposed to go out with shafiq but then.. he gt his relative wedding.. so all day i stayed at home.. |
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@ 6:21 AM
sunday i went to sentosa with my sis n her mates..
they are very benign people n also kecohrable.. new friends are loved and i could click with them very well.. though i had a bad day bcos of shafiq.. but i still put up a front face with them. |
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@ 6:16 AM
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Friday, November 7 @ 11:22 AM
oh ya mas bby n huda bby u have been missed!n i am waiting when u guys are going to beepme regarding our shopping spree before u guys went to brunei.make it soon pleash!
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@ 10:44 AM
well just now was superb fun spending with ma lovely gf.
though it was short. but it is enjoyable.. other than dat we get to take pictures with this two hot beautiful american babes. Damn im so envy of them. e day was end with lovely small mini "makan"with dem. Nana as usual was late. i think we should enforced some rules here 4 e late comer.hee.. aft that we went for prom dress hunting. phew it was tiring but was enjoyable with our jokes n gossiping. no matter hw bad or good ma lovely gf character are.or whoever simply dislike them ..i dun care.i noe them for 5 yrs.n i noe them inside outt.so people who wanna condemm about them ..go ahead.make sure i dun heard it.or i swear im gonna shove ma hand to ur ass!.. i cant wait for prom again n our class gathering..oh ya i will be making ma belated bdae party on e 30th now.. whee..my mum insist that i should do one n make it sweet seventeen for me.. awww...when it comes to this..my mum is e greatest angel in e world.n i love my mum.. shes e best mum afterall.. aniway i will be having headache right now in making decision whom should i go out with for ma birthday..pretty exciting..but at e same time..hmmph..difficult for me to make my decision. i was supposed to mett ma dear bestie nash.but i aologize as i was not able to make it.i promised i make time for u okehh.one paper left for me to go.yea..aft dat i get my freedom n enjoy to ma heart content plus i will be also working to make myself busy besides hanging out with may friends. aft dat i met my bf..i guess i must say dat my feelings for him has fade away.i just dont noe whatz e reason behind it. after our patch up.i tried to make things better for us especially me.. ikept tellin myself that i should able to love him e fullest of ma heart once more. but i guess i was wronged. im contradict things. it is juz so hard forget e past.ya people have been telling me to forgive n forget. but have they put themself into ma shoes ?have they?its easier say than done.e one who go through..e one who feel e pain n bear e sufferings is me.n can it make up e time that i have wasted so far cos all these things that has happened is a nightmare to me.can it make up e time which i have wasten n regretted for not studying that well just because of e things that has happened before.if only it didnt happened i guess my results are good n i will not be struggling e past few mths for making it to ma o level.thanks a lot for e pple who have hurt me.if u be me do u tink u will ever be able to forget?the things that happened was recently this year .it did not happened decades ago.thus e incident leave a bad scar to me n sometimes i just fear that ma best friend will betray me n sometimes i just think who is really ma true friends are? do they mean what they say.will they be truthful to u?e incident is a barrier for me to love ma bf once more.is it because that im too vulnerable?too naive?or is it that i do not have a strong say for maself? inoe its unfair.bf have tried his ways to make it up to me by sacrificing a lots of things for me..n pampering me with what i want.but it still doesnt make up e feelings.i tried n i tried.but i cant.must i sacrifice ma feelings just to see e other party happyn make sure that i dun hurt hym?or should i just follow my heart? sometimes bf attitude are too absurb.he is afraid to lose me but yet he cntrol me like hell!inid a space to breathe .i nid time too for ma frens.cos eversince u unfaithful to me n cheated me.i dun tink so i can ever listen to u like before.it is just so hard to move on after what he has done.haish.y am i being like this? hw i wish if only it didnt happen it wouldnt turned out this way.. |
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Monday, November 3 @ 9:16 AM
ok next ma maths paper 1 was superb easy.but then i think i made many silly mistakes!
dammit!oh gosh i prayed hard that i pass ma olevels with twinkling stars. luckily ma friend was dere to console me n asking me not to fret about e paper.what done cannot be undone. aniway,mal love bought me a nike slipper .cool shit! it is ma fav colour.it was suprising for me. Bcos i didnt expect that he would buy for me at e times when i mention it to hym.oh ya it was oso an unforgettable day for me. cos ma cheeky dear gf played prank on me.i felt that something was amiss .fancy trying to trick me into believing dat i got punk by wakenabeb youth crew.ahakz i do not fall for ur tricks n u guys almost get me into ma boiling pts.hehe. then on sunday i went out with mas n exbpians for hari raya.yea itz been a long time since i met mas dear.hee..lots of gossiping must be done.aft that at nite i went to angah n adk open hse with ma gf raudha n nina.oh gosh i mish them lotz n e gang. pictures will be updated soon okehh for e day. on e 27 0ct bf dear didnt wish our anniversary day. i tinkim immune to his suckish attitude . damn after we heated arguments .then he wish me. lol then tuesday, shaff msg me saying dat he mish me n was thinling bt me. i was taken by suprise cos after so long den he msg me. he used to be my bff bt nw i m nt sure if he still regard me as one. well i hope he last long with hes gf. friday i was suppose to meet bff nashy.whom i miss somuch.but then hes tired to meet up.nvm i understand there will always be another tyme.mish u so oh ya i juzt found out that ma dear ghani was sick.he suffered frm lung infection.oh dear im worry bt him.i hope hes doin fine.im sure to meet him as soon as i finish ma olevel. i went jog with mal n i had a splendid time with hym.iloike=) aniway today s.s paper was great.guess what i onli study for that one particular topic n it came out.thanks to ma lucky stars!!hee.. today will be 10m0re days to ma bdae.yea cnt waitt.n meaning exam is over n nearing to prom.wohoo!! bf dear is sponsoring me for prom nite yeahh. i cnt wait to find work n oso went out with ma dearest gf n besties whom i miss so much!! |
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@ 9:16 AM
ok next ma maths paper 1 was superb easy.but then i think i made one mis
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@ 8:42 AM
itz been ages since i wrote my blog.aniway i have lots to update n talks abt stuff that has happened to me.
Aniway some people just have to give unnecessary comments. So much for the girls talk, bitch. You can take your sarcasm somewhere else and make it useful. Cause one way or another, it has no effect on me.while i just browse through someones blog. Oh shiT!i think someone have to do their own self check before they pin point to others and blame others for e things they didnt done. i find it ridiculous.Already i did ma part trying to save ur relationship and there u are blaming me.So are u trying to say that i am cause of ur break up?.For goodness sake previously between me and hym is just friends.I dont see a point that im in wrong.If hes e one who insist that he doesnt want u back.it does not concern me at all.it is not as if im one who brainwashed hym.E problem between u both started even before he noe me.itz ur fault n it not mine fault. so may i noe whatz e purpose of u tellin me abt hym gt feelings for me. u ureself are e one who told me.i dun even give a damn about it!wEll i dun care u wana begged him,,u want to wait for hym till ure dead or whatsoever it is nt ma concern.Waste ma blady time tokin to these useless n brainless pple!!go n do some soul searching for ureself. anyway itz up to me if i want to contact hym or not.it got nothing to do with u.so buzz off!!i gt no time to entertain craps!.even if i dun cntact hym or wat he will still do e same thing to u with another gal!.so TIME FOR WAKE UP CALL!! my conscience is clear n im not those typical bitch who ruined other pple relationship.i maself knows hows it feels.if itz meant to be it is meant to be.So accept e fact n move on.dun be a cheapo n make urself look worthless.c mon ure ruining e whole image of girls!SO movE on!!if u sae dat ure doing this out of e named of loved.BULLSHIT!! dun be dumbwitted! |
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Thursday, November 27 @ 11:47 PM
okehh heres e latest new
i met with an accident while on e way to work on tuesday.. damnnn... it was unexpected.. i swear i was literally shockedn was trembling all over.. thank god both i and mal was saved.. thank god there was no oncoming vehicles when we skidded n flung off.. mal was terribly inpain.. his feet has to be immediately surgery.. while i escaped with superficial wounds.. damn..ewound was so painful.. though it was onli superficial... nw i gt 4 days of mc.. waiting for this wounds to heal.. it is ugly and i hate e sight of it.. watz more i hate e feel of tingling sensation n epain.. it is troublesome.. cos it refrain me frm walking properly and oso having a good nite sleep.. wat more i had difficulty in bathing.. i juz prayed hard that mal will gonna be okay.. tomake it worse..this sunday was ma bdae party..haish..bad luck but e accident make me realised that i have a wonderful family n friends who love me.. i love them.. after e accident.. mabody hurt badly due to e impact.. ma sweetest darlings n bros came to visit me.. imtouhed with their care |
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@ 11:37 PM
ok last friday was starting of ma ferst day in new job..
so far e people are benign.. n e best part is im in working environment with chinese pple.. yup..exactly no malay at all... first day are cool.. mal send men fetch me frm work.. saturday was supposed to go out with shafiq but then.. he gt his relative wedding.. so all day i stayed at home.. |
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@ 6:21 AM
sunday i went to sentosa with my sis n her mates..
they are very benign people n also kecohrable.. new friends are loved and i could click with them very well.. though i had a bad day bcos of shafiq.. but i still put up a front face with them. |
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@ 6:16 AM
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Friday, November 7 @ 11:22 AM
oh ya mas bby n huda bby u have been missed!n i am waiting when u guys are going to beepme regarding our shopping spree before u guys went to brunei.make it soon pleash!
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@ 10:44 AM
well just now was superb fun spending with ma lovely gf.
though it was short. but it is enjoyable.. other than dat we get to take pictures with this two hot beautiful american babes. Damn im so envy of them. e day was end with lovely small mini "makan"with dem. Nana as usual was late. i think we should enforced some rules here 4 e late comer.hee.. aft that we went for prom dress hunting. phew it was tiring but was enjoyable with our jokes n gossiping. no matter hw bad or good ma lovely gf character are.or whoever simply dislike them ..i dun care.i noe them for 5 yrs.n i noe them inside outt.so people who wanna condemm about them ..go ahead.make sure i dun heard it.or i swear im gonna shove ma hand to ur ass!.. i cant wait for prom again n our class gathering..oh ya i will be making ma belated bdae party on e 30th now.. whee..my mum insist that i should do one n make it sweet seventeen for me.. awww...when it comes to this..my mum is e greatest angel in e world.n i love my mum.. shes e best mum afterall.. aniway i will be having headache right now in making decision whom should i go out with for ma birthday..pretty exciting..but at e same time..hmmph..difficult for me to make my decision. i was supposed to mett ma dear bestie nash.but i aologize as i was not able to make it.i promised i make time for u okehh.one paper left for me to go.yea..aft dat i get my freedom n enjoy to ma heart content plus i will be also working to make myself busy besides hanging out with may friends. aft dat i met my bf..i guess i must say dat my feelings for him has fade away.i just dont noe whatz e reason behind it. after our patch up.i tried to make things better for us especially me.. ikept tellin myself that i should able to love him e fullest of ma heart once more. but i guess i was wronged. im contradict things. it is juz so hard forget e past.ya people have been telling me to forgive n forget. but have they put themself into ma shoes ?have they?its easier say than done.e one who go through..e one who feel e pain n bear e sufferings is me.n can it make up e time that i have wasted so far cos all these things that has happened is a nightmare to me.can it make up e time which i have wasten n regretted for not studying that well just because of e things that has happened before.if only it didnt happened i guess my results are good n i will not be struggling e past few mths for making it to ma o level.thanks a lot for e pple who have hurt me.if u be me do u tink u will ever be able to forget?the things that happened was recently this year .it did not happened decades ago.thus e incident leave a bad scar to me n sometimes i just fear that ma best friend will betray me n sometimes i just think who is really ma true friends are? do they mean what they say.will they be truthful to u?e incident is a barrier for me to love ma bf once more.is it because that im too vulnerable?too naive?or is it that i do not have a strong say for maself? inoe its unfair.bf have tried his ways to make it up to me by sacrificing a lots of things for me..n pampering me with what i want.but it still doesnt make up e feelings.i tried n i tried.but i cant.must i sacrifice ma feelings just to see e other party happyn make sure that i dun hurt hym?or should i just follow my heart? sometimes bf attitude are too absurb.he is afraid to lose me but yet he cntrol me like hell!inid a space to breathe .i nid time too for ma frens.cos eversince u unfaithful to me n cheated me.i dun tink so i can ever listen to u like before.it is just so hard to move on after what he has done.haish.y am i being like this? hw i wish if only it didnt happen it wouldnt turned out this way.. |
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Monday, November 3 @ 9:16 AM
ok next ma maths paper 1 was superb easy.but then i think i made many silly mistakes!
dammit!oh gosh i prayed hard that i pass ma olevels with twinkling stars. luckily ma friend was dere to console me n asking me not to fret about e paper.what done cannot be undone. aniway,mal love bought me a nike slipper .cool shit! it is ma fav colour.it was suprising for me. Bcos i didnt expect that he would buy for me at e times when i mention it to hym.oh ya it was oso an unforgettable day for me. cos ma cheeky dear gf played prank on me.i felt that something was amiss .fancy trying to trick me into believing dat i got punk by wakenabeb youth crew.ahakz i do not fall for ur tricks n u guys almost get me into ma boiling pts.hehe. then on sunday i went out with mas n exbpians for hari raya.yea itz been a long time since i met mas dear.hee..lots of gossiping must be done.aft that at nite i went to angah n adk open hse with ma gf raudha n nina.oh gosh i mish them lotz n e gang. pictures will be updated soon okehh for e day. on e 27 0ct bf dear didnt wish our anniversary day. i tinkim immune to his suckish attitude . damn after we heated arguments .then he wish me. lol then tuesday, shaff msg me saying dat he mish me n was thinling bt me. i was taken by suprise cos after so long den he msg me. he used to be my bff bt nw i m nt sure if he still regard me as one. well i hope he last long with hes gf. friday i was suppose to meet bff nashy.whom i miss somuch.but then hes tired to meet up.nvm i understand there will always be another tyme.mish u so oh ya i juzt found out that ma dear ghani was sick.he suffered frm lung infection.oh dear im worry bt him.i hope hes doin fine.im sure to meet him as soon as i finish ma olevel. i went jog with mal n i had a splendid time with hym.iloike=) aniway today s.s paper was great.guess what i onli study for that one particular topic n it came out.thanks to ma lucky stars!!hee.. today will be 10m0re days to ma bdae.yea cnt waitt.n meaning exam is over n nearing to prom.wohoo!! bf dear is sponsoring me for prom nite yeahh. i cnt wait to find work n oso went out with ma dearest gf n besties whom i miss so much!! |
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@ 9:16 AM
ok next ma maths paper 1 was superb easy.but then i think i made one mis
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@ 8:42 AM
itz been ages since i wrote my blog.aniway i have lots to update n talks abt stuff that has happened to me.
Aniway some people just have to give unnecessary comments. So much for the girls talk, bitch. You can take your sarcasm somewhere else and make it useful. Cause one way or another, it has no effect on me.while i just browse through someones blog. Oh shiT!i think someone have to do their own self check before they pin point to others and blame others for e things they didnt done. i find it ridiculous.Already i did ma part trying to save ur relationship and there u are blaming me.So are u trying to say that i am cause of ur break up?.For goodness sake previously between me and hym is just friends.I dont see a point that im in wrong.If hes e one who insist that he doesnt want u back.it does not concern me at all.it is not as if im one who brainwashed hym.E problem between u both started even before he noe me.itz ur fault n it not mine fault. so may i noe whatz e purpose of u tellin me abt hym gt feelings for me. u ureself are e one who told me.i dun even give a damn about it!wEll i dun care u wana begged him,,u want to wait for hym till ure dead or whatsoever it is nt ma concern.Waste ma blady time tokin to these useless n brainless pple!!go n do some soul searching for ureself. anyway itz up to me if i want to contact hym or not.it got nothing to do with u.so buzz off!!i gt no time to entertain craps!.even if i dun cntact hym or wat he will still do e same thing to u with another gal!.so TIME FOR WAKE UP CALL!! my conscience is clear n im not those typical bitch who ruined other pple relationship.i maself knows hows it feels.if itz meant to be it is meant to be.So accept e fact n move on.dun be a cheapo n make urself look worthless.c mon ure ruining e whole image of girls!SO movE on!!if u sae dat ure doing this out of e named of loved.BULLSHIT!! dun be dumbwitted! |
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