Monday, June 30 @ 11:07 PM
Today was supposed to b ma 1 yr 11mths aniversary..haish.. he wun be bother
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Thursday, June 26 @ 3:05 AM
u gt to take e iniative and play ur game
confidence makes e diff.. yup i mus hav cnfidence in maself..lol..for tiz o level thingy..haiya..so stress..aniwae..todae went hm early..tk jady umpe mas...gona mit her on sat..n btw i juz find out sumting at frendster..omg..it is so embarassing..i cnt believe it ma own fwen will do datgona wait for aminah to kol n tok bt it lol..malunye... |
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@ 2:57 AM
23 jun 08
k ferst dae of skul..life so bored..have to b serious alreadi...o level cumin lol..haiya..bf kol me he sae..he onli play2..he wana test me..he is nt serious with wat he sae..watever okehh...lantak lar..im tired...yea we cn still go on with diz relationship..bt 4 sure i wun listen to u or wat..im goin to do watever i loike..lol..den shaff kol me..hee...nice tokin to ma 2nd bf kar seii..haha...oh gosh i muz tell mas n aminah bt wat has hpn lol..they are ma dear2 gf dat i cn tok with...school daes..is alwaes sux..nw shafiq is trying to be gud to me n cncern wit me..hmmm...aniwae...ma bestie nashy is swit..haha...i reallie cayang hym alot lol..he alwaes care n b dere 4 me..hee..sign off |
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@ 2:40 AM
22 jun 08
Today was suppse to go for gendut sister wedding.. i did nt go tanks to ma parents...cmon on lar..im big enuf to noe which is rite n wrung...stop cntrolling ma life...i hate it...wen is e dae im goin to get ma freedom huh...i hate being at hm...i prefer hang ard outside..wat a fcuking life i had..adding to it..ma bf gave me prob n he sae he wana break up..n tell me i nvr change like wat e hell...aarghh..fine..let me see..who will cum n find each other bck..hayo..2morow skullin..sian ar.. |
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@ 2:34 AM
21st jun 08
today was ma primary skul gathering..wee..im superb excited..i cnt waitt...i mish dem sia..finally get to go wen i beg ma parents...i hate being in ctrl..i was late meetin dem..suposedly we hav to mit at 11..bt in end we reach at 3...inilah dikatakan janji mlayu..im e organiser some more...hmm..was fun lar seii..we tok abt those daes in pri skul..haha..itz so funnie wen we tink bck e daes wen we are being so kental..we chill at e sentose beach..talk crap..take pics..n so on..guess one ting we nvr change..hee..we love to kutok each other lol..kenangan..kenangan...pri skul memories are so swit..wen cn we have our nxt gathering huh??i hoe we dun lose cntact..lol |
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@ 2:15 AM
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bf of mine..haish we are still fighting over small issue..y does he like to make a big fuss over e small matter...honestly speakin i dun mind. hym befriending wit other gals bt nt contacting wit tat gal whom i dislike e most..cmon try to put urself into ma shoes..hw wuld u feel if u were me..if i were to cntact ma ex..y cnt u understand.i gave u e trust ukept blowin it away...sometimes i juz wonder n kept askin maself..can i b wit a gut who is so insecure..y cnt u learn to trust me b4 u commit urself to me..those guys are juz platonic fren to me..wen i nid u..u alwae3s kept tellin u nid time off,,am i ur gf or nt??..i gt ma fam prob..bt u kept add ma burden..i tot i culd turn to u..bt i cnt..haish |
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Monday, June 23 @ 4:18 AM
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Wednesday, June 18 @ 1:40 AM
Haish i seriously sick and tired of life...y must it be like diz..seriously..i dun feel like moving on in life...im tired of being in total ctrl ..i need a breather..i nid a space...y cnt dey juz understand me..all i can sae dat im nt happy..im nt happy being me..is this amirah life??life sux sia..having a boifwen..doesnt do me gud at all..where is he..when i nid hym e most..all he sae n he wants is to give him a time off..nw where is all hes promises...all he noe is dat he wants to restrict me in everything i do..haish..all i nid is for him to b dere 4 me..when i realli do nid hym by maside..bt in e end..hes e one who giving me headache..with all e restriction he given to me...apart frm dat..ma parents do alwaes gimme stress..hw am i suppose to cope with all diz..every single dae at hm..it driving me nuts..i reallie culd nt take it..hw am i supposed to endure all diz..haish...whom am i supposed to turn to..who...
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Tuesday, June 17 @ 3:13 AM
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Friday, June 13 @ 8:24 AM
True love is when he leaves u..
n he came back 4 u.. is dat reallie true?? tiz is wat happening to me.. bt i super duper love ma hubbie... though hes bz..he alwaes make ma dae... nvr fail to kol me... nw i belive he is sincere enuf... |
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@ 8:15 AM
Love is like a butteRfly..e more u chase it..e more it eludes u..bt if u just let it go..it will come to u wen u least expect it..love can make u happy but often hurt..
but love only special when u can give it to someone who reallie worth it..so take ur time n chose e best.. love isnt bt becuming somebody elses perfect person itz bt finding sumone who will help u become e best person u cn be.. nvr sae i love u if u dun care nvr tok bt feelings if they arent dere.. never touch a life if ure meant to break a heart... never look in eye when all u do is lie.. the crulest thing a guy cn do to a gal is to let her fall in love when he doesnt intend to catch her fall... heartbreaks last as long as u want and cut as deep as u allow them to go... the challenge is nt hw to survive hartbreaks... but to learn frm dem.. |
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Thursday, June 5 @ 12:05 PM
todae was supposed to go pulau ubin..
but in e end tk jady..bcos of ma parents..dammit..im freakin fed up...hw i wish i culd jus ran away frm hm...i cnt stand being at hm...i did nt asked to be born in this world..if i noe dat iwas goin through a difficult life...i rather b dead..y cnt dey understand me??..im tryin ma best to b a good n filial daughter...i am...but their words are abusive and it hurting me..their words realli left a deep impact on me..u know hw hurt i am..hw cn u as ma parents say so hurtful words to me..im nt trying to be rude to dem..or make dem mad at me...but they make me becum like this...i noe i may not b a perfect daughter...but this is me...y cnt u accept me ur daughter...if i really trouble u guys...then y e hell did u guys brought me up..as i write diz dwn..i cnt stop crying..and crying..do u noe dat i alwaes cry in silence..mum ..dad im nt trying to b rude..i alwaes loved u guys...n its nt ma intention to make u guys mad at me...bt for once listen and understand me...im nt like other kids who smoke , drink n dun have pride...i noe hw to tc of maself and nt ruining ma life...or family name...bt i hate being compared wit others...have u ever ask wat i have kept in ma heart for so long..i dun even mixed with bad company... im nt dat easily influenced person...wat i need is ur moral support not critising me...ur ma parent...bt u sae to me..hw am i supposed juz to forget dat..e words kept echoeing through ma mind..im hurt..all i nid is freedom n understanding...i noe tiz is ma o level yr...im tryin ma best to work hard...and make u guys proud of me...i wun disappoint u guys...no matter hw e words hurt me..i still love u guys as ma parents...hw i wish one day u both will understand e pain, e harsh words..im human being i have feelins..luckily bf of mine cheer me up...hee love u cyg.. |
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@ 8:28 AM
Mondae 2 june
I did not go to skul...i jus got no mood..at all +++other reasons that i had.. wat amiss i did not go for e free movie wit ma classmates.. i went to bp..meet up with raudha..hangout for awhile..den ahead back home.. Shafiq is findin fault again with me..all beos i did not tell hym dat i went out to buy things..Like hello!!can somebody juz knock hym in e head..i tot he was sleepin so i dun wana wake hym up..like derr..he realli ruined ma mood..luckily i hangout wit ma hunnie raudha at void deck until 10 plus..den ahead hm... 3 jun o8.. yeah!! i have to go to spore poly for courses experience..it was pretty exciting..The hip hop grp..was impressive...their movements is super duper cool lar seii..haiya..wen is ma turn goin to dance n perform again..nw i am i thoughts wonderin to go np or sp..for accountancy course..haish..I promised shaff dat aim goin np wit hym..hw can i broke e promises rite..after e long dae at sp..i met shaf n mimi at j.e..haha 2nd bf...aft dat i went to buy cake for ma hunnie bdae .. 4 jun o8 Todae was cool shit cos i went to sentosa with ma hunnie mas..to celebrate her bdae..yea..HAPPY BDAE DEAREST!!..it was such an enjoyable moment..it wuld be fun if aminah dearest was dere too n huda..haha..all e palnned was supposed to b surprised..but it was ruined..neh..though onli e both of us was dere..it was fun lar seii..one frustrating moments..wen i wana lite up e candle..but e wind kept blowin it.. so i fed up..i decided to sing her bdae song at a faster pace..in order to let her blow e candle..hee..gyler lar seii..it was hilarious...aft dat we take pics lots n lots of pics..i enjoyed every moment we spend together..otw bck met wit stoopid guys..lame lar dey all..den wet met shaf,mimi n keka..n whoever..at rooftop..paiseh seh..like we are being outcast..hmm..we dyn have a topic to tok at all..aniwae tashir msg me aft so long..lol.. |
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Sunday, June 1 @ 11:27 AM
hey itz been so long i never update ma blog...okehh..nw i start to feel e kanchong to o level..i gt no time seii..siow...haiya..thursdae ma ayg gimme watch..aww..swit of hym..we both gt e same watch...lol..wink2..bt den he mengamok wit me.. cos of stoopid reasons..well..bcos ma tutor bring her fwen..a guy fwen to teach me..lol..tu pun nk mara...wat de hell..so over possesive..cos of dat it drag till fridae...fridae...i met raudha..ma hunnie ku..haha..hav fun studyin seii with her..gt one ah beng askin me for mo no. ..he tinks im a chinky or wat..i dun even look like cina lol...n we oso discuss bt grps gathering..cnt waitt seii..i mish dem lotzz...sat i met hunnie mas..we went studi at j.e...gt this one weird guy follow me n mas all e way to mrt juz to ask for ma no..lol..he scared me sia...wat a bizzare person..it was fun hanging out wit her..we are alwaes kecohrable...takin pix...n disturb pple..hee...nt waitt for ma ayg bdae tis wed..hee..gt full of surprises...we are goin sentosa..wohoo...cnt waitt..girls day out..sat was oso a binget day for me...shafiq went out with nadia..itz like shit sia...despite tellin him nt to go..he still did..still..find fault wth me..n kept blaming me...haish..bt still..i love hym..despite wat he has done to me...n wen im at e lowest pt of ma life..ma cayang shaffi nvr fail to cheer me up..haish love hym too..he never once fail to put a smile on ma face...hee...i love e way he treat me..hw i wish shafiq was like datgoing home was damn shit for me..ma parents nag at me for goin out to studies..wat e hell im studying nt goin par koh lol..im freakin fed up wit dem...y cnt dey juz understand..i noe ma o leveel is nearing..im werkin hard for it..sundae as usual have ma tuition..i gt no mood with shafiq + ma mum...haish..i nid peace in life!!we almost break up..bt thank god we didnt..hes such an ass..playing prank on me..lol..other den dat ma life is as per normal..though..ma relationship with shafiq is on e rock...haish..wen cn i ever be happy...aniwae ma ex matt..hes such a swit thinh..noe wat he sae..he is happy for me if im happy..aww..wat a surprise..he still love me...bt hes a great guy larr
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@ 9:03 AM
hey itz been so long i never update ma blog...okehh..nw i start to feel e kanchong to o level..i gt no time seii..siow...haiya..thursdae ma ayg gimme watch..aww..swit of hym..we both gt e same watch...lol..wink2..bt den he mengamok wit me..
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Monday, June 30 @ 11:07 PM
Today was supposed to b ma 1 yr 11mths aniversary..haish.. he wun be bother
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Thursday, June 26 @ 3:05 AM
u gt to take e iniative and play ur game
confidence makes e diff.. yup i mus hav cnfidence in maself..lol..for tiz o level thingy..haiya..so stress..aniwae..todae went hm early..tk jady umpe mas...gona mit her on sat..n btw i juz find out sumting at frendster..omg..it is so embarassing..i cnt believe it ma own fwen will do datgona wait for aminah to kol n tok bt it lol..malunye... |
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@ 2:57 AM
23 jun 08
k ferst dae of skul..life so bored..have to b serious alreadi...o level cumin lol..haiya..bf kol me he sae..he onli play2..he wana test me..he is nt serious with wat he sae..watever okehh...lantak lar..im tired...yea we cn still go on with diz relationship..bt 4 sure i wun listen to u or wat..im goin to do watever i loike..lol..den shaff kol me..hee...nice tokin to ma 2nd bf kar seii..haha...oh gosh i muz tell mas n aminah bt wat has hpn lol..they are ma dear2 gf dat i cn tok with...school daes..is alwaes sux..nw shafiq is trying to be gud to me n cncern wit me..hmmm...aniwae...ma bestie nashy is swit..haha...i reallie cayang hym alot lol..he alwaes care n b dere 4 me..hee..sign off |
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@ 2:40 AM
22 jun 08
Today was suppse to go for gendut sister wedding.. i did nt go tanks to ma parents...cmon on lar..im big enuf to noe which is rite n wrung...stop cntrolling ma life...i hate it...wen is e dae im goin to get ma freedom huh...i hate being at hm...i prefer hang ard outside..wat a fcuking life i had..adding to it..ma bf gave me prob n he sae he wana break up..n tell me i nvr change like wat e hell...aarghh..fine..let me see..who will cum n find each other bck..hayo..2morow skullin..sian ar.. |
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@ 2:34 AM
21st jun 08
today was ma primary skul gathering..wee..im superb excited..i cnt waitt...i mish dem sia..finally get to go wen i beg ma parents...i hate being in ctrl..i was late meetin dem..suposedly we hav to mit at 11..bt in end we reach at 3...inilah dikatakan janji mlayu..im e organiser some more...hmm..was fun lar seii..we tok abt those daes in pri skul..haha..itz so funnie wen we tink bck e daes wen we are being so kental..we chill at e sentose beach..talk crap..take pics..n so on..guess one ting we nvr change..hee..we love to kutok each other lol..kenangan..kenangan...pri skul memories are so swit..wen cn we have our nxt gathering huh??i hoe we dun lose cntact..lol |
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@ 2:15 AM
170608
bf of mine..haish we are still fighting over small issue..y does he like to make a big fuss over e small matter...honestly speakin i dun mind. hym befriending wit other gals bt nt contacting wit tat gal whom i dislike e most..cmon try to put urself into ma shoes..hw wuld u feel if u were me..if i were to cntact ma ex..y cnt u understand.i gave u e trust ukept blowin it away...sometimes i juz wonder n kept askin maself..can i b wit a gut who is so insecure..y cnt u learn to trust me b4 u commit urself to me..those guys are juz platonic fren to me..wen i nid u..u alwae3s kept tellin u nid time off,,am i ur gf or nt??..i gt ma fam prob..bt u kept add ma burden..i tot i culd turn to u..bt i cnt..haish |
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Monday, June 23 @ 4:18 AM
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Wednesday, June 18 @ 1:40 AM
Haish i seriously sick and tired of life...y must it be like diz..seriously..i dun feel like moving on in life...im tired of being in total ctrl ..i need a breather..i nid a space...y cnt dey juz understand me..all i can sae dat im nt happy..im nt happy being me..is this amirah life??life sux sia..having a boifwen..doesnt do me gud at all..where is he..when i nid hym e most..all he sae n he wants is to give him a time off..nw where is all hes promises...all he noe is dat he wants to restrict me in everything i do..haish..all i nid is for him to b dere 4 me..when i realli do nid hym by maside..bt in e end..hes e one who giving me headache..with all e restriction he given to me...apart frm dat..ma parents do alwaes gimme stress..hw am i suppose to cope with all diz..every single dae at hm..it driving me nuts..i reallie culd nt take it..hw am i supposed to endure all diz..haish...whom am i supposed to turn to..who...
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Tuesday, June 17 @ 3:13 AM
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Friday, June 13 @ 8:24 AM
True love is when he leaves u..
n he came back 4 u.. is dat reallie true?? tiz is wat happening to me.. bt i super duper love ma hubbie... though hes bz..he alwaes make ma dae... nvr fail to kol me... nw i belive he is sincere enuf... |
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@ 8:15 AM
Love is like a butteRfly..e more u chase it..e more it eludes u..bt if u just let it go..it will come to u wen u least expect it..love can make u happy but often hurt..
but love only special when u can give it to someone who reallie worth it..so take ur time n chose e best.. love isnt bt becuming somebody elses perfect person itz bt finding sumone who will help u become e best person u cn be.. nvr sae i love u if u dun care nvr tok bt feelings if they arent dere.. never touch a life if ure meant to break a heart... never look in eye when all u do is lie.. the crulest thing a guy cn do to a gal is to let her fall in love when he doesnt intend to catch her fall... heartbreaks last as long as u want and cut as deep as u allow them to go... the challenge is nt hw to survive hartbreaks... but to learn frm dem.. |
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Thursday, June 5 @ 12:05 PM
todae was supposed to go pulau ubin..
but in e end tk jady..bcos of ma parents..dammit..im freakin fed up...hw i wish i culd jus ran away frm hm...i cnt stand being at hm...i did nt asked to be born in this world..if i noe dat iwas goin through a difficult life...i rather b dead..y cnt dey understand me??..im tryin ma best to b a good n filial daughter...i am...but their words are abusive and it hurting me..their words realli left a deep impact on me..u know hw hurt i am..hw cn u as ma parents say so hurtful words to me..im nt trying to be rude to dem..or make dem mad at me...but they make me becum like this...i noe i may not b a perfect daughter...but this is me...y cnt u accept me ur daughter...if i really trouble u guys...then y e hell did u guys brought me up..as i write diz dwn..i cnt stop crying..and crying..do u noe dat i alwaes cry in silence..mum ..dad im nt trying to b rude..i alwaes loved u guys...n its nt ma intention to make u guys mad at me...bt for once listen and understand me...im nt like other kids who smoke , drink n dun have pride...i noe hw to tc of maself and nt ruining ma life...or family name...bt i hate being compared wit others...have u ever ask wat i have kept in ma heart for so long..i dun even mixed with bad company... im nt dat easily influenced person...wat i need is ur moral support not critising me...ur ma parent...bt u sae to me..hw am i supposed juz to forget dat..e words kept echoeing through ma mind..im hurt..all i nid is freedom n understanding...i noe tiz is ma o level yr...im tryin ma best to work hard...and make u guys proud of me...i wun disappoint u guys...no matter hw e words hurt me..i still love u guys as ma parents...hw i wish one day u both will understand e pain, e harsh words..im human being i have feelins..luckily bf of mine cheer me up...hee love u cyg.. |
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@ 8:28 AM
Mondae 2 june
I did not go to skul...i jus got no mood..at all +++other reasons that i had.. wat amiss i did not go for e free movie wit ma classmates.. i went to bp..meet up with raudha..hangout for awhile..den ahead back home.. Shafiq is findin fault again with me..all beos i did not tell hym dat i went out to buy things..Like hello!!can somebody juz knock hym in e head..i tot he was sleepin so i dun wana wake hym up..like derr..he realli ruined ma mood..luckily i hangout wit ma hunnie raudha at void deck until 10 plus..den ahead hm... 3 jun o8.. yeah!! i have to go to spore poly for courses experience..it was pretty exciting..The hip hop grp..was impressive...their movements is super duper cool lar seii..haiya..wen is ma turn goin to dance n perform again..nw i am i thoughts wonderin to go np or sp..for accountancy course..haish..I promised shaff dat aim goin np wit hym..hw can i broke e promises rite..after e long dae at sp..i met shaf n mimi at j.e..haha 2nd bf...aft dat i went to buy cake for ma hunnie bdae .. 4 jun o8 Todae was cool shit cos i went to sentosa with ma hunnie mas..to celebrate her bdae..yea..HAPPY BDAE DEAREST!!..it was such an enjoyable moment..it wuld be fun if aminah dearest was dere too n huda..haha..all e palnned was supposed to b surprised..but it was ruined..neh..though onli e both of us was dere..it was fun lar seii..one frustrating moments..wen i wana lite up e candle..but e wind kept blowin it.. so i fed up..i decided to sing her bdae song at a faster pace..in order to let her blow e candle..hee..gyler lar seii..it was hilarious...aft dat we take pics lots n lots of pics..i enjoyed every moment we spend together..otw bck met wit stoopid guys..lame lar dey all..den wet met shaf,mimi n keka..n whoever..at rooftop..paiseh seh..like we are being outcast..hmm..we dyn have a topic to tok at all..aniwae tashir msg me aft so long..lol.. |
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Sunday, June 1 @ 11:27 AM
hey itz been so long i never update ma blog...okehh..nw i start to feel e kanchong to o level..i gt no time seii..siow...haiya..thursdae ma ayg gimme watch..aww..swit of hym..we both gt e same watch...lol..wink2..bt den he mengamok wit me.. cos of stoopid reasons..well..bcos ma tutor bring her fwen..a guy fwen to teach me..lol..tu pun nk mara...wat de hell..so over possesive..cos of dat it drag till fridae...fridae...i met raudha..ma hunnie ku..haha..hav fun studyin seii with her..gt one ah beng askin me for mo no. ..he tinks im a chinky or wat..i dun even look like cina lol...n we oso discuss bt grps gathering..cnt waitt seii..i mish dem lotzz...sat i met hunnie mas..we went studi at j.e...gt this one weird guy follow me n mas all e way to mrt juz to ask for ma no..lol..he scared me sia...wat a bizzare person..it was fun hanging out wit her..we are alwaes kecohrable...takin pix...n disturb pple..hee...nt waitt for ma ayg bdae tis wed..hee..gt full of surprises...we are goin sentosa..wohoo...cnt waitt..girls day out..sat was oso a binget day for me...shafiq went out with nadia..itz like shit sia...despite tellin him nt to go..he still did..still..find fault wth me..n kept blaming me...haish..bt still..i love hym..despite wat he has done to me...n wen im at e lowest pt of ma life..ma cayang shaffi nvr fail to cheer me up..haish love hym too..he never once fail to put a smile on ma face...hee...i love e way he treat me..hw i wish shafiq was like datgoing home was damn shit for me..ma parents nag at me for goin out to studies..wat e hell im studying nt goin par koh lol..im freakin fed up wit dem...y cnt dey juz understand..i noe ma o leveel is nearing..im werkin hard for it..sundae as usual have ma tuition..i gt no mood with shafiq + ma mum...haish..i nid peace in life!!we almost break up..bt thank god we didnt..hes such an ass..playing prank on me..lol..other den dat ma life is as per normal..though..ma relationship with shafiq is on e rock...haish..wen cn i ever be happy...aniwae ma ex matt..hes such a swit thinh..noe wat he sae..he is happy for me if im happy..aww..wat a surprise..he still love me...bt hes a great guy larr
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@ 9:03 AM
hey itz been so long i never update ma blog...okehh..nw i start to feel e kanchong to o level..i gt no time seii..siow...haiya..thursdae ma ayg gimme watch..aww..swit of hym..we both gt e same watch...lol..wink2..bt den he mengamok wit me..
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