Monday, January 26 @ 9:40 AM
somehow my ind is just filled with numerous topics and stuff to talked about..
im like so manic if i didnt talk about e stuff which is in my thounghts.. sometimes i just felt intense pressure..regarding abt my future..it may sound like an ass to u..but is just that im worried abt wat ma future will gonna be..i pomised mum that im gona make her e happiest mum in e world and given her an easy life when shes grow older and not to make her suffer..u see i love mmy mun so much..i did not want to disappoint her in aniway.itz been enough hw much endurance,tolerance and sufferings that she brought me up..and thank god without her im not be able to see this wonderful world. this e reason y i really do wana worked hard n really get good grades wen im retaking ma olevel.i do not want to see disappointment in her face..it hurts me.. i noe this somehow could be empty promises..but i wun n i will try till ma very las breath to make her happy.. nw between me and shafiq somehow kinda frenzy.itz been a wild wild goose relationship. call me weird or watever.to tell u e truth i do not noe y i still feel guilty and cant bear to let hym go.u may hear me saying this for umpteen times but yes i do not it myself.haish..if i were to told ma friends this mundane problem of mine..i guess they will totally got nothing to say to me..i have been immune to this problem aniway. "People come People go" this phrases has been going around.everyones knows that.. u met a stranger and they become a part of their life for once.but then they will just walked out frm ur life without a trace or noticed.just like friends..they comeand go..but friends whom u called true friends are e ones who left a path in ur memeories and harts.they say true friends musnt been always dere for u but they are always there whenever u need them..its like they have telepathy with u..once ure feeling dwn they will straight away sense it..i duuno y i sae this..sumtimes whenever i have problems i prefer to keep quiet. let nobody knows.cos i prefer suffer in silence.Irony isnt it..but yet when pple have problem i be e first one to help ..e one to hear n e one to say.. i just wish my true friends will noe. |
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@ 9:14 AM
i spend my P.H at east coast with ma family and mal love..
itz been a while since we spend time together. it was great to have family outing n bonding together.. laughing at non stop jokes.. after east coast we went to henderson waves at telok blangah..it was totally a spectacular view..oh how i love e scenery..i was wanting to view e sun eclipse but it didnt really shown at all.. aniway due to time constraint we didnt managed to go n view other places..maybe next time perhaps.pictures will be updated okehh |
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@ 8:49 AM
i have been working everyday..
n i felt so lethargic.. well for money sake..i have to work..even though im actually superb lazy to work.. i just wanna sit dwn at home n laze ard or maybe spend my wonderful time doing my favorite things or even venture sumting new..perhaps doing volunteering work..i have been wanting to do alot of things..and i wana accomplish it before i get married.. n itz whole lotz of wish list.. n e best thing about working..making new friends..meeting new people everyday..getting to know different type of people with diff personality... n among e best of course not other than MY PAY!!yea n i cant wait to go shopping..imso itch to buy a lot of whole new stuff.. |
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@ 8:11 AM
"To live or not to live.."
i finally managed to understand e true meaning behind this saying.. life is like a battlefield..itz either u win or lose.. worse still u didnt know if u could survive e unbearable war.. for u to live u must kill others .. this is e pt where u have to make a hard decision.. is e same for example if ure wiling to let go n move on.. e decision is in ur hands.. sometimes itz just so hard for u to decide.. but in e other hand u gt no choice at all.. |
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Wednesday, January 21 @ 8:06 AM
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@ 8:00 AM
i met mas after work..poor bby..shes having prob right now..so i was there to listen to her cries..thats what friends are for right..though i may not give a good advise but still at least i could be there for her when she need me..cos i love her so..
oh ya i pray that everything will went smooth with her..love u cygku.. |
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@ 7:49 AM
last thursday i went to appeal for SAE admission at east with raudha , syu n alfian..
it was fun to went with them..and ya seriously ite east was really nt ekinda place that i wana go..totally not..oh darn!!n alfian ur hair really look like one mat kotai..haha!!..should change his hairstyle..after we met ghani n his cuzzins..we catch e ombak movie..overall itz great..but kinda gruesome..n the fighting skilssare superb...n i and ghani was like a stranger..we didnt interact like before..i felt akward..haish...itz up to him..seriously we are nt closed like before..i feel very outcast there..well..i guess its shuld be e last i meeting hym...if he still continue this way..nah i tink e nxt tyme i wun tag along...things changes..was it ma fault in e ferst place?just over wan?it was simply childish..haish..nvm i think i wun take e ferst move to bother bt hym..aniway pictures will be updated.. |
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@ 7:47 AM
i met yas that time..with his cuzzinz ekin n his frens...
we went to mcd to eat..aft that he sent me home...damn he such a freak when he ride his bike.. |
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@ 7:45 AM
[Verse 1]
I need you boo, I gotta see you boo And the heart's all over the world tonight, Said the heart's all over the world tonight I need you boo, (oh) I gotta see you boo (hey) And the heart's all over the world tonight, Said the heart's all over the world tonight [Verse 2] Hey! Little mama, Ooh, you're a stunner Hot little figure, Yes, you're a winner And I'm so glad to be yours, You're a class all your own And... Oh, little cutie When you talk to me I swear the whole world stops You're my sweetheart And I'm so glad that you are mine You are one of a kind and... [Bridge 1] You mean to me What I mean to you and... Together baby, There is nothing we won't do 'Cause if I got you, I don't need money, I don't need cars, Girl, you're my all. And... [Chorus 1] Oh! I'm into you And girl, No one else would do, 'Cause with every kiss and every hug, You make me fall in love, And now I know I can't be the only one, I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight, With the love of they life who feel... What I feel when I'm With you With you With you With you With you Girl... With you With you With you With you With you Oh... Girl! [Verse 3] I don't want nobody else, Without you, there's no one left and, You're like Jordans on Saturday, I gotta have you and I cannot wait now, Hey! Little shawty, Say you care for me, You know I care for you, You know that I'll be true, You know that I won't lie, You know that I would try, To be your everything yeah... [Bridge 2] 'Cause if I got you, I don't need money, I don't need cars, Girl, you're my heart. Yeah... [Chorus 2] Oh! Girl! I'm into you, And girl, No one else would do, 'Cause with every kiss and every hug, You make me fall in love, And now I know I can't be the only one, (I Know I can't be the only) I bet there's heart's all over the world tonight, With the love of their life who feel... What I feel when I'm With you With you With you With you With you Oh... With you With you With you With you With you Yeah Heh... [Bridge 3] And I... Will never try to deny, That you're my whole life, 'Cause if you ever let me go, I would die... So I won't front, I don't need another woman, I just need it all or nothing, 'Cause if I got that, Then I'll be straight Baby, you're the best part of my day I need you boo, I gotta see you boo And the heart's all over the world tonight, Said the heart's all over the world tonight They need their boo, They gotta see their boo, Said the hearts all over the world tonight, Hearts all over the world tonight [Chorus 3] Oh! Girl! I'm into you, And girl, No one else would do, 'Cause with every kiss and every hug, You make me fall in love, And now I know I can't be the only one, I bet the heart's all over the world tonight, With the love of they life who feels... What I feel when I'm With you With you With you With you With you Girl... With you With you With you With you With you Oo... With you With you With you With you With you With you, only with you... With you With you With you With you With you Hey yeah... this was dedicated frm mal to me..awww syg i totally love it.. |
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Monday, January 12 @ 10:19 AM
sunday im werkin..
mal dear fetch me frmwork.. e whole nite i could nt sleep as i was feeling very nervous for e results e nxt day.. guess what..i fucked up in my o level.. thanks alot.. ma blady hard work dwn e drain..i failed 2 sub which make me ineligible 4 going to poly.. i was dissapointed and really feel like giving up.. ma wish was really to go poly.. i was reluctant to go higher nitec..it just that i cnt pictured myself having to go there.. nw i am confused shuld i retake private o or shuld i just went for higher nitec n get a good grades n make my way topoly.. haish...i just could nt stop crying... people i nid ur opinion... haish... hw i wish someone will just be dere 4 me.. |
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@ 10:13 AM
last sat i went to rp to see e dance competition..
i was late so i missed e dance show.. but e battle dance was good.. and it was e ferst time i saw voguelicious.. they are damn hot sia..though they are gay cherios 4 dem..i must admit that they really dance superb well.. oh ya i went with keka n titi..mas could nt make it cos she was nt feelin well.. rest well cyg ku..aft dat i went to expo accompany shafiq to have picture takens with e well known miami ink tatoo artist chris graves.. we have picture taken n also his signature as well.. damn most people who went there are sure tattoo freaks!!..scary but nice body art.. n i felt like outcast cos im so nt into this tingy.. |
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Thursday, January 8 @ 7:51 AM
n last thing nxt mon is ma result n im afraid..
words cnt expressed hw scared i am.. ma heartbeat is beating fast n i a lot of things came int my mind.. it is like a nightmare to me.. i wana skip it.. i wana run away frm it.. i cnt sleep imso worried.. gosh im shhoooo afraid.. i nid helllppppp... |
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@ 7:24 AM
nxt up abt shafiq
sometimes i just felt that izzit wrung for metolove two person at a time? i do have affection for both mal n shafiq e problem is im confused to choose between who? making decision between the both of them is like taking a knife and slash it on ma wrist after that e i can fell sense of sasticfation of e pain and felt relief.. hw manic i can be right? then again itz juzt hard 4 m3..itz either one i have to choose.. gosh itz craziee 4 me.. for shafiq..i have been with hym for so long n he noe me inside out..n i noe hyminside out too..itz juzt too hard for me to walked away.. hes sweet at times bt cn be defiant too.. i noe deep inside hes heart he love me truly.. n give his best for me n sacrifices alot for me.. i appreciate that.. but one thing which irritates me is his fcuk up attitude..n hes totally controlling every sgl ting in my life..which i detest abt that..im 17 n i still wana make more frens..enjoying whatever i could likeothers teenagers.. this nt e time formeto settled dwn... i still wana enjoy..get it.. even what i wana wear he cntrl me..hw pathetic that culd be.. if onli he understand..if onli he could acept ma social life..haish i cnt be e old ummu who can alwaes listen to hym.. n cn live without ma friends things have changed.. i have changed eversince u went to that dat bitch n i change e fact bt dat.. after u left me then i realise hw stoopid i was to be clinging on to u n to step out to e real world ..i was dumb for that.. after u came bck to me..u cnt expect me to be e same..im different.. ymuz thi happen this way? n for jamal i onli noe hym for few mths..bt he make wonders to ma life..n i simply love it..he understand me.. n everytime he looked at me e little hairs on my back started to crackle and for a deep rosy flush to spread frmmy neck to my chins tomy cheeks.. hes great n everything... oh gosh cn i have both?? damm...haish |
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@ 7:13 AM
now regarding ghani..
i dunnoe y e hell hes being so cold towards me.. like HELLo in e ferst place it was nt ma fault.. i tried to give in n msg hym..bt he didnt reply them.. i kol hym..he didnt picked up my kol.. damn damn damn.. hes really gettin me on my nerves... then wen i msg hym again..he replied me sarcasticly.. like damn.. im nt really sure if i were to severe ties with hym.. hes being egoistic..which i dun seems to noe y? n which is imnt at fault it is just over small blady matter ..damn..up to hym.. i wash my hands off.. |
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@ 6:56 AM
for e past few days i have been coming dwn for dance..
been practising despite e distractions that i had regarding shafiq. but still i managed to laid off ma thinkings bt hym.. well after nt going to work for few days.. at last we decided to back off frme dance competition.. itz kinda frustrate me cos i was looking forward n was really feeling frenzy about it. but due to certain circumstances we decided to back off.. firstly i would like to apologise to waniz n syu..coz they have helped out in choreographing e dance..bt then lastminute of doing n we havent even finished e songs n steps.it was reallie craziee.. adding to it one of our members back off..it reallie pulled dwn ma spirits to join e competition.. damn if onli i have time to think for e steps n major in remixing e songs ..it wouldnt be thiz way..haish.. i was kinda bad mood recently regarding this.. n sorry mal dearest for throwing my tantrums at u.. thanks for ur understanding love... well i guess i decided to join e music garage dance class..i need some relaxation n booty dance to perked me up..well i have to wait after ma pay then i sign on for it... i really need to find a dance class or crew or sumting... |
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Thursday, January 1 @ 7:05 AM
friday i spend time with shafiq at his hse
he say he wanna spend e last time with me.. seriously i dunno wat to do...cos i still love this relationship..haish im so confused..n ya bro ghani was mad at me..i guess..haish we really gt misunderstanding regarding wan...haish i hope it could be settle quick enough..he didnt even reply my mssges... aniway juz nw i meet mas cyg n syu to practice our dance.. n im nervous cos next wk is ma o level results n dance competition.. i hope i have done well..god please bless me.. |
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@ 6:51 AM
heres e latest update abt me..
last wednesday after work..i went to sleepover at darling aminah.. mas was there as well... we had a whale of fun... as usual e non stop chatting..laughing..n oso eating.. suprisingly, both dearest actually planned to suprise me to celebrate ma belated bdae.. gosh, truthfully i tot they forget about it..but they didnt..i was happy about that. i have ma oreo cheesecakes n ma bdae present..sweets..n i love it... we watch the blair witch project together n fell asleep till 5 am..sum it all up..it was fun and i cnt wait for another sleepover .. |
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Monday, January 26 @ 9:40 AM
somehow my ind is just filled with numerous topics and stuff to talked about..
im like so manic if i didnt talk about e stuff which is in my thounghts.. sometimes i just felt intense pressure..regarding abt my future..it may sound like an ass to u..but is just that im worried abt wat ma future will gonna be..i pomised mum that im gona make her e happiest mum in e world and given her an easy life when shes grow older and not to make her suffer..u see i love mmy mun so much..i did not want to disappoint her in aniway.itz been enough hw much endurance,tolerance and sufferings that she brought me up..and thank god without her im not be able to see this wonderful world. this e reason y i really do wana worked hard n really get good grades wen im retaking ma olevel.i do not want to see disappointment in her face..it hurts me.. i noe this somehow could be empty promises..but i wun n i will try till ma very las breath to make her happy.. nw between me and shafiq somehow kinda frenzy.itz been a wild wild goose relationship. call me weird or watever.to tell u e truth i do not noe y i still feel guilty and cant bear to let hym go.u may hear me saying this for umpteen times but yes i do not it myself.haish..if i were to told ma friends this mundane problem of mine..i guess they will totally got nothing to say to me..i have been immune to this problem aniway. "People come People go" this phrases has been going around.everyones knows that.. u met a stranger and they become a part of their life for once.but then they will just walked out frm ur life without a trace or noticed.just like friends..they comeand go..but friends whom u called true friends are e ones who left a path in ur memeories and harts.they say true friends musnt been always dere for u but they are always there whenever u need them..its like they have telepathy with u..once ure feeling dwn they will straight away sense it..i duuno y i sae this..sumtimes whenever i have problems i prefer to keep quiet. let nobody knows.cos i prefer suffer in silence.Irony isnt it..but yet when pple have problem i be e first one to help ..e one to hear n e one to say.. i just wish my true friends will noe. |
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@ 9:14 AM
i spend my P.H at east coast with ma family and mal love..
itz been a while since we spend time together. it was great to have family outing n bonding together.. laughing at non stop jokes.. after east coast we went to henderson waves at telok blangah..it was totally a spectacular view..oh how i love e scenery..i was wanting to view e sun eclipse but it didnt really shown at all.. aniway due to time constraint we didnt managed to go n view other places..maybe next time perhaps.pictures will be updated okehh |
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@ 8:49 AM
i have been working everyday..
n i felt so lethargic.. well for money sake..i have to work..even though im actually superb lazy to work.. i just wanna sit dwn at home n laze ard or maybe spend my wonderful time doing my favorite things or even venture sumting new..perhaps doing volunteering work..i have been wanting to do alot of things..and i wana accomplish it before i get married.. n itz whole lotz of wish list.. n e best thing about working..making new friends..meeting new people everyday..getting to know different type of people with diff personality... n among e best of course not other than MY PAY!!yea n i cant wait to go shopping..imso itch to buy a lot of whole new stuff.. |
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@ 8:11 AM
"To live or not to live.."
i finally managed to understand e true meaning behind this saying.. life is like a battlefield..itz either u win or lose.. worse still u didnt know if u could survive e unbearable war.. for u to live u must kill others .. this is e pt where u have to make a hard decision.. is e same for example if ure wiling to let go n move on.. e decision is in ur hands.. sometimes itz just so hard for u to decide.. but in e other hand u gt no choice at all.. |
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Wednesday, January 21 @ 8:06 AM
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@ 8:00 AM
i met mas after work..poor bby..shes having prob right now..so i was there to listen to her cries..thats what friends are for right..though i may not give a good advise but still at least i could be there for her when she need me..cos i love her so..
oh ya i pray that everything will went smooth with her..love u cygku.. |
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@ 7:49 AM
last thursday i went to appeal for SAE admission at east with raudha , syu n alfian..
it was fun to went with them..and ya seriously ite east was really nt ekinda place that i wana go..totally not..oh darn!!n alfian ur hair really look like one mat kotai..haha!!..should change his hairstyle..after we met ghani n his cuzzins..we catch e ombak movie..overall itz great..but kinda gruesome..n the fighting skilssare superb...n i and ghani was like a stranger..we didnt interact like before..i felt akward..haish...itz up to him..seriously we are nt closed like before..i feel very outcast there..well..i guess its shuld be e last i meeting hym...if he still continue this way..nah i tink e nxt tyme i wun tag along...things changes..was it ma fault in e ferst place?just over wan?it was simply childish..haish..nvm i think i wun take e ferst move to bother bt hym..aniway pictures will be updated.. |
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@ 7:47 AM
i met yas that time..with his cuzzinz ekin n his frens...
we went to mcd to eat..aft that he sent me home...damn he such a freak when he ride his bike.. |
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@ 7:45 AM
[Verse 1]
I need you boo, I gotta see you boo And the heart's all over the world tonight, Said the heart's all over the world tonight I need you boo, (oh) I gotta see you boo (hey) And the heart's all over the world tonight, Said the heart's all over the world tonight [Verse 2] Hey! Little mama, Ooh, you're a stunner Hot little figure, Yes, you're a winner And I'm so glad to be yours, You're a class all your own And... Oh, little cutie When you talk to me I swear the whole world stops You're my sweetheart And I'm so glad that you are mine You are one of a kind and... [Bridge 1] You mean to me What I mean to you and... Together baby, There is nothing we won't do 'Cause if I got you, I don't need money, I don't need cars, Girl, you're my all. And... [Chorus 1] Oh! I'm into you And girl, No one else would do, 'Cause with every kiss and every hug, You make me fall in love, And now I know I can't be the only one, I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight, With the love of they life who feel... What I feel when I'm With you With you With you With you With you Girl... With you With you With you With you With you Oh... Girl! [Verse 3] I don't want nobody else, Without you, there's no one left and, You're like Jordans on Saturday, I gotta have you and I cannot wait now, Hey! Little shawty, Say you care for me, You know I care for you, You know that I'll be true, You know that I won't lie, You know that I would try, To be your everything yeah... [Bridge 2] 'Cause if I got you, I don't need money, I don't need cars, Girl, you're my heart. Yeah... [Chorus 2] Oh! Girl! I'm into you, And girl, No one else would do, 'Cause with every kiss and every hug, You make me fall in love, And now I know I can't be the only one, (I Know I can't be the only) I bet there's heart's all over the world tonight, With the love of their life who feel... What I feel when I'm With you With you With you With you With you Oh... With you With you With you With you With you Yeah Heh... [Bridge 3] And I... Will never try to deny, That you're my whole life, 'Cause if you ever let me go, I would die... So I won't front, I don't need another woman, I just need it all or nothing, 'Cause if I got that, Then I'll be straight Baby, you're the best part of my day I need you boo, I gotta see you boo And the heart's all over the world tonight, Said the heart's all over the world tonight They need their boo, They gotta see their boo, Said the hearts all over the world tonight, Hearts all over the world tonight [Chorus 3] Oh! Girl! I'm into you, And girl, No one else would do, 'Cause with every kiss and every hug, You make me fall in love, And now I know I can't be the only one, I bet the heart's all over the world tonight, With the love of they life who feels... What I feel when I'm With you With you With you With you With you Girl... With you With you With you With you With you Oo... With you With you With you With you With you With you, only with you... With you With you With you With you With you Hey yeah... this was dedicated frm mal to me..awww syg i totally love it.. |
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Monday, January 12 @ 10:19 AM
sunday im werkin..
mal dear fetch me frmwork.. e whole nite i could nt sleep as i was feeling very nervous for e results e nxt day.. guess what..i fucked up in my o level.. thanks alot.. ma blady hard work dwn e drain..i failed 2 sub which make me ineligible 4 going to poly.. i was dissapointed and really feel like giving up.. ma wish was really to go poly.. i was reluctant to go higher nitec..it just that i cnt pictured myself having to go there.. nw i am confused shuld i retake private o or shuld i just went for higher nitec n get a good grades n make my way topoly.. haish...i just could nt stop crying... people i nid ur opinion... haish... hw i wish someone will just be dere 4 me.. |
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@ 10:13 AM
last sat i went to rp to see e dance competition..
i was late so i missed e dance show.. but e battle dance was good.. and it was e ferst time i saw voguelicious.. they are damn hot sia..though they are gay cherios 4 dem..i must admit that they really dance superb well.. oh ya i went with keka n titi..mas could nt make it cos she was nt feelin well.. rest well cyg ku..aft dat i went to expo accompany shafiq to have picture takens with e well known miami ink tatoo artist chris graves.. we have picture taken n also his signature as well.. damn most people who went there are sure tattoo freaks!!..scary but nice body art.. n i felt like outcast cos im so nt into this tingy.. |
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Thursday, January 8 @ 7:51 AM
n last thing nxt mon is ma result n im afraid..
words cnt expressed hw scared i am.. ma heartbeat is beating fast n i a lot of things came int my mind.. it is like a nightmare to me.. i wana skip it.. i wana run away frm it.. i cnt sleep imso worried.. gosh im shhoooo afraid.. i nid helllppppp... |
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@ 7:24 AM
nxt up abt shafiq
sometimes i just felt that izzit wrung for metolove two person at a time? i do have affection for both mal n shafiq e problem is im confused to choose between who? making decision between the both of them is like taking a knife and slash it on ma wrist after that e i can fell sense of sasticfation of e pain and felt relief.. hw manic i can be right? then again itz juzt hard 4 m3..itz either one i have to choose.. gosh itz craziee 4 me.. for shafiq..i have been with hym for so long n he noe me inside out..n i noe hyminside out too..itz juzt too hard for me to walked away.. hes sweet at times bt cn be defiant too.. i noe deep inside hes heart he love me truly.. n give his best for me n sacrifices alot for me.. i appreciate that.. but one thing which irritates me is his fcuk up attitude..n hes totally controlling every sgl ting in my life..which i detest abt that..im 17 n i still wana make more frens..enjoying whatever i could likeothers teenagers.. this nt e time formeto settled dwn... i still wana enjoy..get it.. even what i wana wear he cntrl me..hw pathetic that culd be.. if onli he understand..if onli he could acept ma social life..haish i cnt be e old ummu who can alwaes listen to hym.. n cn live without ma friends things have changed.. i have changed eversince u went to that dat bitch n i change e fact bt dat.. after u left me then i realise hw stoopid i was to be clinging on to u n to step out to e real world ..i was dumb for that.. after u came bck to me..u cnt expect me to be e same..im different.. ymuz thi happen this way? n for jamal i onli noe hym for few mths..bt he make wonders to ma life..n i simply love it..he understand me.. n everytime he looked at me e little hairs on my back started to crackle and for a deep rosy flush to spread frmmy neck to my chins tomy cheeks.. hes great n everything... oh gosh cn i have both?? damm...haish |
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@ 7:13 AM
now regarding ghani..
i dunnoe y e hell hes being so cold towards me.. like HELLo in e ferst place it was nt ma fault.. i tried to give in n msg hym..bt he didnt reply them.. i kol hym..he didnt picked up my kol.. damn damn damn.. hes really gettin me on my nerves... then wen i msg hym again..he replied me sarcasticly.. like damn.. im nt really sure if i were to severe ties with hym.. hes being egoistic..which i dun seems to noe y? n which is imnt at fault it is just over small blady matter ..damn..up to hym.. i wash my hands off.. |
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@ 6:56 AM
for e past few days i have been coming dwn for dance..
been practising despite e distractions that i had regarding shafiq. but still i managed to laid off ma thinkings bt hym.. well after nt going to work for few days.. at last we decided to back off frme dance competition.. itz kinda frustrate me cos i was looking forward n was really feeling frenzy about it. but due to certain circumstances we decided to back off.. firstly i would like to apologise to waniz n syu..coz they have helped out in choreographing e dance..bt then lastminute of doing n we havent even finished e songs n steps.it was reallie craziee.. adding to it one of our members back off..it reallie pulled dwn ma spirits to join e competition.. damn if onli i have time to think for e steps n major in remixing e songs ..it wouldnt be thiz way..haish.. i was kinda bad mood recently regarding this.. n sorry mal dearest for throwing my tantrums at u.. thanks for ur understanding love... well i guess i decided to join e music garage dance class..i need some relaxation n booty dance to perked me up..well i have to wait after ma pay then i sign on for it... i really need to find a dance class or crew or sumting... |
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Thursday, January 1 @ 7:05 AM
friday i spend time with shafiq at his hse
he say he wanna spend e last time with me.. seriously i dunno wat to do...cos i still love this relationship..haish im so confused..n ya bro ghani was mad at me..i guess..haish we really gt misunderstanding regarding wan...haish i hope it could be settle quick enough..he didnt even reply my mssges... aniway juz nw i meet mas cyg n syu to practice our dance.. n im nervous cos next wk is ma o level results n dance competition.. i hope i have done well..god please bless me.. |
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@ 6:51 AM
heres e latest update abt me..
last wednesday after work..i went to sleepover at darling aminah.. mas was there as well... we had a whale of fun... as usual e non stop chatting..laughing..n oso eating.. suprisingly, both dearest actually planned to suprise me to celebrate ma belated bdae.. gosh, truthfully i tot they forget about it..but they didnt..i was happy about that. i have ma oreo cheesecakes n ma bdae present..sweets..n i love it... we watch the blair witch project together n fell asleep till 5 am..sum it all up..it was fun and i cnt wait for another sleepover .. |
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Hello, ummu amirah here.
This is my blog, i can post whatever i want it here.
Hate me? Den dont bother to keep updating abt my personal life(:
Unless ur potential of being a future paparazzi/a reporter laa((:
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