Friday, September 26 @ 11:19 AM
sometimes they say itz hard to make decision in ur life..
e decision that will affect u in e future.. may it be good or bad.. nw at e point where i wana leave shafiq. itz like hes being so good to me nw and then. no more tantrums |
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@ 10:35 AM
Thursday 250908 ma bby raudha bdae..
lopl..i cnt join e rest in her bdae bash.wat a missed.cos i miss e fun.. aniwae i ddint go to skul.i went to j.b with family.ff. |
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Thursday, September 11 @ 2:34 AM
I didnt go to school today
somehow i just felt so lazy to go to school.. NothinG interest me execpt for ma classmates, jokers n loving friends.. i just think dat i prefer studying and revising my work at home.. just doing my revision for one whole day.. finally i feel i examination vibes. Thank god! i thought i would be immune to it and will not start studying at all.. Its been pressurizing moments for me.. Rushing through notes.. cracking ma brains trying to filled every single things into ma head.. Gosh time is running out. served me right for being a late starter. I got no time to hang loose. no time having fun no time to meet my dearest. gost such a hectic schedule for me. nevertheless..sometimes it could really drive me insane.. when that points comes.. i just broke down into tears.. oh man!! i need some encouragement badly now. sometimes i just felt so frustrated. and when i need someone to comfort me. i have no one to turn to.. i noe ma besties are all busy with their preparations as well.. so i dont blame them for not being there for me. sometimes its just felt so great to have someone who gave u encouragement.. boost up ur high spirits.. makin sure that ure not in a low self esteem.. my handphone is less beeping nowdays.. Having a boyfriend means nothing to me.. it was as though he does not co exist in my life.. sometimes at a certain point i kept reminisce e past between me and him.. e unforgotten past..it still haunts me now and then.. i rmb every single details vividly.. e times where i saw him with dat gal.. e pictures of him n her at prom night n everything.. pple say let bygones be bygones but e past is a barrier between me and him.. till today i still could not believe dat my own friend n boyfriend betray me it is e most unaceptable things .. actually i could not forgive them. e hurt that they have brought upon me.. For god sake i doesnt know why im back with him? it is because out of pity or love? is there still have a glimpse of love for him?" am i lying to maself or am i happy being this way? i want to have a happy n better relationships but e thought of fighting with him every single day over e slightest things reallie makes me frustrated. e thought of him controlling with ma life.. which i think is being unfair to me though he do lavish me with e things that i want but it is just so hard for me to love him like before.. am i being unfair to him? i need a boyfriend who can love me, understand me n someone whom i can trust and depend on.. someone whom i will not be afraid to open up someone who can read me like a book someone who treat me like their princess.. i need a time break..i do |
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@ 2:34 AM
I didnt go to school today
somehow i just felt so lazy to go to school..
NothinG interest me execpt for ma classmates, jokers n loving friends..
i just think dat i prefer studying and revising my work at home..
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Tuesday, September 9 @ 6:27 AM
When u have to look away when u dun have much to say datz wen i love u i love u juz dat way.. To hear u stumble wen u speak i see u walk with into that feet datz wen i love u i love u endlessly.. wen u mad cos u lost a game forget im waiting in e rain baby i love u i love anyway cos heres ma promise made tonight u can count on me for life thatz wen i love u wen nothing u do could change my mind e more i learn e more i love e more my heart cnt get enuf datz wen i love u wen i love u no matter what so wen u turn to hide ur eyes cos e movies it make u cry datz wen i love u i love u little more each time n wen u cnt quite match ur clothes wen u laugh at ur own jokes datz wen i love u i love u more than u know n wen u forget that we had a date that look that u guilt wen u show up late baby i love u i love u aniway cos heres ma promises made tonight u can count on me for life thatz wen i love u i love u wen nothing u do could change my mind e more i learn e more i love e more my heart cnt get enuf datz wen i love u wen i love u no matter what nothing u do could change my mind |
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@ 5:00 AM
Monday..
starting of school.. yawn itz damn bored lar kan.. im sick n tired of going to school.. lol..more schooling..more studying..im cracking ma brain nowdays.. 41 days to o level.. gosh its quite near... doink.. aniway..spending e last precious moments with my classmates.. their jokes, laughter n everything gona brings smile to me.. |
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Friday, September 5 @ 7:40 AM
Thursday..
things have settled between me n him.. i went to his hse for ''buke''.. gosh i was extremely nervous lar kan.. all his family members especially his nenek was dere.. thank god his nenek is okehh.. or else for sure there will be lecturing going on.. e nenek is superb strict.. aft dat we juz hangout at e void deck with kak ina n frens.. while ma boiffey wash his bikes.. lol..he love his bike more ..haha.. Today i met mas bebeh..we went j.e library to study..haha.. very studious... i bring ma adk along.. bf was superdmad at me...cos i went j.e.. lol..im tired..im reallie tired... nw he wana break with me again!! WTF!! again he tell me to find other guys who cn make me happy whois e onewho is finding fault nw?? gosh it reallie ruined ma mood.. luckily ma bebeh was dere to cheer me up.. aft study we went to mcd to break our fast.. ystd ma adk out of sudden she ask me what is "MENINGGAL" i was stunned..mind u itz 2 plus in e morning..okehh who will nt be surprised by dat type of question.. den she ask me shes afraid to died n tell meif she died cn she wake up again.. shes reallie make freak out.. gosh i wasn worried for her.. oh god i hope her askin is juz nothing.. signing off |
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Friday, September 26 @ 11:19 AM
sometimes they say itz hard to make decision in ur life..
e decision that will affect u in e future.. may it be good or bad.. nw at e point where i wana leave shafiq. itz like hes being so good to me nw and then. no more tantrums |
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@ 10:35 AM
Thursday 250908 ma bby raudha bdae..
lopl..i cnt join e rest in her bdae bash.wat a missed.cos i miss e fun.. aniwae i ddint go to skul.i went to j.b with family.ff. |
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Thursday, September 11 @ 2:34 AM
I didnt go to school today
somehow i just felt so lazy to go to school.. NothinG interest me execpt for ma classmates, jokers n loving friends.. i just think dat i prefer studying and revising my work at home.. just doing my revision for one whole day.. finally i feel i examination vibes. Thank god! i thought i would be immune to it and will not start studying at all.. Its been pressurizing moments for me.. Rushing through notes.. cracking ma brains trying to filled every single things into ma head.. Gosh time is running out. served me right for being a late starter. I got no time to hang loose. no time having fun no time to meet my dearest. gost such a hectic schedule for me. nevertheless..sometimes it could really drive me insane.. when that points comes.. i just broke down into tears.. oh man!! i need some encouragement badly now. sometimes i just felt so frustrated. and when i need someone to comfort me. i have no one to turn to.. i noe ma besties are all busy with their preparations as well.. so i dont blame them for not being there for me. sometimes its just felt so great to have someone who gave u encouragement.. boost up ur high spirits.. makin sure that ure not in a low self esteem.. my handphone is less beeping nowdays.. Having a boyfriend means nothing to me.. it was as though he does not co exist in my life.. sometimes at a certain point i kept reminisce e past between me and him.. e unforgotten past..it still haunts me now and then.. i rmb every single details vividly.. e times where i saw him with dat gal.. e pictures of him n her at prom night n everything.. pple say let bygones be bygones but e past is a barrier between me and him.. till today i still could not believe dat my own friend n boyfriend betray me it is e most unaceptable things .. actually i could not forgive them. e hurt that they have brought upon me.. For god sake i doesnt know why im back with him? it is because out of pity or love? is there still have a glimpse of love for him?" am i lying to maself or am i happy being this way? i want to have a happy n better relationships but e thought of fighting with him every single day over e slightest things reallie makes me frustrated. e thought of him controlling with ma life.. which i think is being unfair to me though he do lavish me with e things that i want but it is just so hard for me to love him like before.. am i being unfair to him? i need a boyfriend who can love me, understand me n someone whom i can trust and depend on.. someone whom i will not be afraid to open up someone who can read me like a book someone who treat me like their princess.. i need a time break..i do |
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@ 2:34 AM
I didnt go to school today
somehow i just felt so lazy to go to school..
NothinG interest me execpt for ma classmates, jokers n loving friends..
i just think dat i prefer studying and revising my work at home..
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Tuesday, September 9 @ 6:27 AM
When u have to look away when u dun have much to say datz wen i love u i love u juz dat way.. To hear u stumble wen u speak i see u walk with into that feet datz wen i love u i love u endlessly.. wen u mad cos u lost a game forget im waiting in e rain baby i love u i love anyway cos heres ma promise made tonight u can count on me for life thatz wen i love u wen nothing u do could change my mind e more i learn e more i love e more my heart cnt get enuf datz wen i love u wen i love u no matter what so wen u turn to hide ur eyes cos e movies it make u cry datz wen i love u i love u little more each time n wen u cnt quite match ur clothes wen u laugh at ur own jokes datz wen i love u i love u more than u know n wen u forget that we had a date that look that u guilt wen u show up late baby i love u i love u aniway cos heres ma promises made tonight u can count on me for life thatz wen i love u i love u wen nothing u do could change my mind e more i learn e more i love e more my heart cnt get enuf datz wen i love u wen i love u no matter what nothing u do could change my mind |
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@ 5:00 AM
Monday..
starting of school.. yawn itz damn bored lar kan.. im sick n tired of going to school.. lol..more schooling..more studying..im cracking ma brain nowdays.. 41 days to o level.. gosh its quite near... doink.. aniway..spending e last precious moments with my classmates.. their jokes, laughter n everything gona brings smile to me.. |
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Friday, September 5 @ 7:40 AM
Thursday..
things have settled between me n him.. i went to his hse for ''buke''.. gosh i was extremely nervous lar kan.. all his family members especially his nenek was dere.. thank god his nenek is okehh.. or else for sure there will be lecturing going on.. e nenek is superb strict.. aft dat we juz hangout at e void deck with kak ina n frens.. while ma boiffey wash his bikes.. lol..he love his bike more ..haha.. Today i met mas bebeh..we went j.e library to study..haha.. very studious... i bring ma adk along.. bf was superdmad at me...cos i went j.e.. lol..im tired..im reallie tired... nw he wana break with me again!! WTF!! again he tell me to find other guys who cn make me happy whois e onewho is finding fault nw?? gosh it reallie ruined ma mood.. luckily ma bebeh was dere to cheer me up.. aft study we went to mcd to break our fast.. ystd ma adk out of sudden she ask me what is "MENINGGAL" i was stunned..mind u itz 2 plus in e morning..okehh who will nt be surprised by dat type of question.. den she ask me shes afraid to died n tell meif she died cn she wake up again.. shes reallie make freak out.. gosh i wasn worried for her.. oh god i hope her askin is juz nothing.. signing off |
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