Tuesday, May 27 @ 6:30 AM
wokae yst was ma mt paper..lo..itz okehh..but im scare i cnt get ma As..lol..mendak lar seii..if have to take again..hmm..aniwae..ma cyg mas go kotatinngi 4 camp..mish her lar seii..huhu...cnt wait for her to come back..shaf mit me aft our paper..lol..den he come to ma place..play with ma adekz..fun lar seii with hym..harts hym alot..i gt a fight with ma boi..y cnt he just understand me..haish..over small tings..he rejected ma kol..n ignore me..haish..he tink im a doll iziit..he alwaes makes me stress b4 ma exams..all i nid is hes support and tis is wat i get...haish..finally on e dae itself he msg me..haish..he never fufilled hes promises..
he sae he wanna go out with dat nadia..haish..i dunnoe wat to sae..he been with for so long..bt he wun understand me...by all means..i dun give a damn bt it.. aniwae..on sat ma teenage audition was sux..im nervous lol..i didnt do ma best..ma switharts was so swit..they acompany me throughout e waitin time..hee..i love dem..and we celebrate ma huns bdae nana..hee..swit kan..juz bcos of me..have to celebrate at der..heee....it was fun..aft dat..i and ma hunnie mas went to find her sluar..kecoh..last min crk 4 camp..hee..i mish her..she will be back on thurs ..hee... todae i met ma bestie nashy n apian..hee..nashy so swit..he gave me two elmo keychain..hee..i loike..cayang hym lol..haha.. tomorow gona be a boring dae..skullin sux.. |
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@ 6:30 AM
wokae yst was ma mt paper..lo..itz okehh..but im scare i cnt get ma As..lol..mendak lar seii..if have to take again..
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Tuesday, May 20 @ 12:27 AM
two more daes lol..parents meetin..haish..wat e hell should i sae to ma mum n dad..they are sure to be disappointed with ma results..lol..should i juz wait n let dem find out..or should i tell dem on wenesdae nite..??lol..i realie did nt take it seriously..haish..i duuno y i could nt focus on ma o level yet..lol..im trying ma best n t to dissapoint dem..i noe that they reallie wana c me go poly..i reallie wana fuffil their wish..seeing ma mum dissapointed in me..reallie hurts me a lot..i noe ma result wun convinced her of letting me go out ever again..bt one thing dat i wana her to noe..dat i reallie do n try ma best for ma olevel..haish means no more goin out nw..till prelim..
nw..nw..ystd met shafiq..lol..he buy 4 me lotz of clothing..i dunno y ..whenever i go out with him..i feel scared..afraid..insecure and nt happy at all..is this wat i reallie wana b with haish..tell me wat should i do..i cnt bear to hurt pple n hym..i real;lie nid hym to convinced his love a me..im still nt convinced..cos he still contact nadia... aniwae haha..i mish ma hunnies lol..aminah..mas n raudha lol..haha.. aniwae..tis sat is ma audition for teenage icon..lol..im so damn freakin nervous lol...aniwae tis sat is oso nana bdae..haha..cnt wait to ceelbrate with her..aft e teenage icon..hee. mt o level is cumin..i realie hope i could get a1 so dat i wuld nt have to re take again..go for it amirah!! |
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Sunday, May 18 @ 7:06 AM
Shafiq treat me like shit..where is he promises dat he made to me huh?he is treating me like patong...am i his gf or nt?y is he doin dis to me..hw mani times he wants to hurt me ?
i heard frm someone dat tashir actualli cntact lots of gerls..lol..i should have nt miss hym..cnt be trusted rite.. |
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Wednesday, May 14 @ 11:23 PM
ThinG are messed up nw..i didnt mean to hurt hym..hes a great companion..n i cnt denied i gt likin for hym..bt i have ma bf rite nw..i noe im at fault..for nt tellin hym in e ferst place..bt i dun dare to..n im afraid to..itz nt ma intention to hurt u..itz nt..seriously..tings turned out diz wae..itz makin me complicated...hope u understand on y e reasons i did this..but u are e best date ever..tanks for makin ma dae...n make me feel happier as alwaes..i reallie do appreciate dat..but one thing which im hoping for...cant we juz be frens..n do not lose contact..haish..is up to u aniwae..i cnt prevent u frm blaming rite..if u doesnt want to b frens..i wun force u..have a great life ahead.... n im quite sad..dat u sae u dun wan contact me animore..haiyo..
aniwae ma bestie nashrul is so swit lar seii..he actul;ly wish me for our one mth aniversary..hee..swit kan dier..haha sayang dier a lot lar seii..though i seldom contact hym like b4..but he still did rmb..huhu..hw bless i am to have a bestie like hym...tanks a lot bestie.. gosh..i jus gt a kol frm e teenage icons..i was supposed to come dwn for audition nxt sat..arrgh..itz makin me nervous n im nt prepared..huhu..omg..where e hell should i find minus one songs??derr..i still havent make a decision on wat to sing..lol..nervous lar seii...aniwae ma dearest bff shaffy gona mit me tomorrow..ahakz at last gona get to mit hym lar seii..love hym mani2 lar seii..apart frm ma bf..n swit harts..hee.. this sat i gona be mc wit ma hunnie mas..wohoo..yea,,best lar seii..i cnt wait..but at the same time im nervous lar seii...im scared im gona freak out infront of e mufti and e GOH..lol...please calm me dwn..prayed hard i wun make mistakes n wun make a fool out of maself.. today i have ma book presentation infront of the sec 4 n sec 5 cohort..lol..our powerpt slide cannot open..apart frm..dat we are nt prepared..n we make afool out of ourself..lol..lesson to learnt..to prepared b4 u give presentation..malu lar seii.. |
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Tuesday, May 13 @ 12:00 AM
Things are gettinG too complicateD nw..i fEel e guilt of nt tellin..if i were to tell im gona hurt SomeonE..n i dun wana hurt da someone..n i dun wana lose this relationship..nw tell me what should i do..i enjoyed dat someone companion..cos dat someone can make me hepi..but at the same..haish..i juz could nt make up ma mind..itz been bothering me..y am in such a complete mess nw..y?..all i have to do is tell etruth..but by tellin etruth someone gona get hurt..n i dun wana dat someone to think negative bt me..things happen 4 areason..n i cant predict wat is goin to happen..itz nt ma will..dat it will happen tiz way..seriously..hope dat someone will understand me..n i appreciate dat someone alot..
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Sunday, May 11 @ 6:18 AM
izzit veri difficult to find a fren dat realli treasures u n realie mean a lot to u..is dat so hard..y am i beng so naive n gullible..whom shuld i trust..oni cetain people who dey themselves noe dat i trust them..so pleash..dun mistreat ma trust..i had enuf of backstabbers okehh
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@ 6:09 AM
ystd wa super cool lar seii..i went out wit ma hunnie mas..haha..we are like super craziee lar seii...veri kecoh..haha..of cos we are bunch of craziee people ..aniwae yst i met hilmi for e ferst time..hes so pendiam..haha..gud..nvm..but hes fren has loads of tings to talk..aft dat hangout out with ma tashir n his fwen..hee..through dat..i n mas are superrgyler lar..we go kiss each other..kate sayang mah..i was suppose to go hm at nine..but hu cares lanngar je lar..im tired of e curfew given..pleash lar...shafiq majok wit me..haiyo..itz hard to pujok hym..haha..easily jealous..aniwae..tashir sent me hm..cwit kan..haha..aww...good to get to noe hym..
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Tuesday, May 6 @ 7:42 PM
im in dilemma n confused nw..y muz tings turn out tiz wae?y?we i have reach e highest poin of ma life..im movin on..and open a new chapter in ma life..y must he came back?y must he seek ma love nw..y must he wants me back nw..im confused..oh gosh..someone help me..i cnt bear to see him getting hurt..i cnt beat to c him suffer n stress abt me?wat should i do?
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Monday, May 5 @ 12:34 AM
Wo9kEhh..toDae ma Chem papEr is sux to e coRE..Apart Fm dat..im damn tirEd..yst sleep so late sia..haish..Wen is ma paper gonna EnD..Well luckily i cn do ma lit..wah piang..headache seii...wellshafiq msg me ystd ..like imean..cmon lah..i alreadi move on..n y u still like msging me..n i just dun undErstand u..u leave me for her..n nw ur finding me back..itz nt once ..itz twice..watz is in ur mind sak??..plaesh lar..get a life..juz go n concern bt her den me okkeh..we are through datz it..n im nt going to go back to u..itz enuf of wat u have done to me..i gave u so many chances..but u just blew it away..so move on..u tink if i were to go back to u..u cn make me hepi huh?for all diz while u didnt..u dun even try to make me hepi..wat u did was onli hurtin me..u dun cr bt ma feelins..have u?..n todae ur saying..dat if ever a dae will i accept u..i tell u wat..u tried to make me fall in love with u back..n i dun feel secure being with u..once bitten twice shy..nw u want me to wait for u..fat hope..for hw long i have been waitin 4 u b4.. 5yrs mind u!!..n u jus threw it like dat..u dun even appreciate..u tink im a doll??..wen u want..u take..wen u dun want u throw away..
im nt goin to be stoopin n believe ur swit mother fuckin tok again!!if u realie love me rite..u wun even have e cheek to do this to me..So whos e one who lose out..whos e one yg merayu skrg..this is hw i feel..n ur gonna feel it back..In fact im much more happieR nw..with ma single life..so i dun nid u to be with me..wat is past is past..n ma future life doesnt concern urs..im a big gal n i noe hw to take care of maself..nw u wanna mit me..for wat..fine i mit ya..but dun tink of going back to me.. |
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Friday, May 2 @ 9:52 AM
okeHh..TodaE was super duper Tired..lar seii..test..test..itz freaking me out..aniwae..for soong i did nt update bt maself..well..E change in ma life..has to be saiD it wonDerful..i meet a lot of new people..get to make more fwens...haha..life is nt bored after all..especially wen i noe dat somebody..anybody..cares about me..
i juz get to noe this someone..huhu..he realie make ma day..haha..love tokin to him..so far we reallie do chat a lot..n lots of staff to talk about..haha..alwaes looking forward to tok to him..aniwae..hes ma darl lar seii..fun n cute guy.. aniwae tink ma bestie nashrul..is majok..wit me..cos i nr tok to him..lol..cian bestie ku... hee..nvm im gona lepak wit hym soon..aiyoh.bestie..bestie.. aniwae..dat dae e bitch msg me..tellin me shafiq kinda worried 4 e n afraid dat i might ruined ma life..wat e hell..buzz off okehh..u dosnt nid to wuri bt me..lol..itz ma life..itz none of ur concern to interfere..futhermore.....u cn jolly well go with dat biatch..haha..so mean lar seii... aniwae juz nw i meet up with haziq..lol..kechiq2..nk ambk exam ..blajar last min..haiyo..kanchong lar dierr...haha..aft dat i mit ma hunnie mas..we go for eat..updates about ourself...den finally i went to ma nite class..lol..tired..nt enuf clepp..hee.. |
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Tuesday, May 27 @ 6:30 AM
wokae yst was ma mt paper..lo..itz okehh..but im scare i cnt get ma As..lol..mendak lar seii..if have to take again..hmm..aniwae..ma cyg mas go kotatinngi 4 camp..mish her lar seii..huhu...cnt wait for her to come back..shaf mit me aft our paper..lol..den he come to ma place..play with ma adekz..fun lar seii with hym..harts hym alot..i gt a fight with ma boi..y cnt he just understand me..haish..over small tings..he rejected ma kol..n ignore me..haish..he tink im a doll iziit..he alwaes makes me stress b4 ma exams..all i nid is hes support and tis is wat i get...haish..finally on e dae itself he msg me..haish..he never fufilled hes promises..
he sae he wanna go out with dat nadia..haish..i dunnoe wat to sae..he been with for so long..bt he wun understand me...by all means..i dun give a damn bt it.. aniwae..on sat ma teenage audition was sux..im nervous lol..i didnt do ma best..ma switharts was so swit..they acompany me throughout e waitin time..hee..i love dem..and we celebrate ma huns bdae nana..hee..swit kan..juz bcos of me..have to celebrate at der..heee....it was fun..aft dat..i and ma hunnie mas went to find her sluar..kecoh..last min crk 4 camp..hee..i mish her..she will be back on thurs ..hee... todae i met ma bestie nashy n apian..hee..nashy so swit..he gave me two elmo keychain..hee..i loike..cayang hym lol..haha.. tomorow gona be a boring dae..skullin sux.. |
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@ 6:30 AM
wokae yst was ma mt paper..lo..itz okehh..but im scare i cnt get ma As..lol..mendak lar seii..if have to take again..
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Tuesday, May 20 @ 12:27 AM
two more daes lol..parents meetin..haish..wat e hell should i sae to ma mum n dad..they are sure to be disappointed with ma results..lol..should i juz wait n let dem find out..or should i tell dem on wenesdae nite..??lol..i realie did nt take it seriously..haish..i duuno y i could nt focus on ma o level yet..lol..im trying ma best n t to dissapoint dem..i noe that they reallie wana c me go poly..i reallie wana fuffil their wish..seeing ma mum dissapointed in me..reallie hurts me a lot..i noe ma result wun convinced her of letting me go out ever again..bt one thing dat i wana her to noe..dat i reallie do n try ma best for ma olevel..haish means no more goin out nw..till prelim..
nw..nw..ystd met shafiq..lol..he buy 4 me lotz of clothing..i dunno y ..whenever i go out with him..i feel scared..afraid..insecure and nt happy at all..is this wat i reallie wana b with haish..tell me wat should i do..i cnt bear to hurt pple n hym..i real;lie nid hym to convinced his love a me..im still nt convinced..cos he still contact nadia... aniwae haha..i mish ma hunnies lol..aminah..mas n raudha lol..haha.. aniwae..tis sat is ma audition for teenage icon..lol..im so damn freakin nervous lol...aniwae tis sat is oso nana bdae..haha..cnt wait to ceelbrate with her..aft e teenage icon..hee. mt o level is cumin..i realie hope i could get a1 so dat i wuld nt have to re take again..go for it amirah!! |
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Sunday, May 18 @ 7:06 AM
Shafiq treat me like shit..where is he promises dat he made to me huh?he is treating me like patong...am i his gf or nt?y is he doin dis to me..hw mani times he wants to hurt me ?
i heard frm someone dat tashir actualli cntact lots of gerls..lol..i should have nt miss hym..cnt be trusted rite.. |
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Wednesday, May 14 @ 11:23 PM
ThinG are messed up nw..i didnt mean to hurt hym..hes a great companion..n i cnt denied i gt likin for hym..bt i have ma bf rite nw..i noe im at fault..for nt tellin hym in e ferst place..bt i dun dare to..n im afraid to..itz nt ma intention to hurt u..itz nt..seriously..tings turned out diz wae..itz makin me complicated...hope u understand on y e reasons i did this..but u are e best date ever..tanks for makin ma dae...n make me feel happier as alwaes..i reallie do appreciate dat..but one thing which im hoping for...cant we juz be frens..n do not lose contact..haish..is up to u aniwae..i cnt prevent u frm blaming rite..if u doesnt want to b frens..i wun force u..have a great life ahead.... n im quite sad..dat u sae u dun wan contact me animore..haiyo..
aniwae ma bestie nashrul is so swit lar seii..he actul;ly wish me for our one mth aniversary..hee..swit kan dier..haha sayang dier a lot lar seii..though i seldom contact hym like b4..but he still did rmb..huhu..hw bless i am to have a bestie like hym...tanks a lot bestie.. gosh..i jus gt a kol frm e teenage icons..i was supposed to come dwn for audition nxt sat..arrgh..itz makin me nervous n im nt prepared..huhu..omg..where e hell should i find minus one songs??derr..i still havent make a decision on wat to sing..lol..nervous lar seii...aniwae ma dearest bff shaffy gona mit me tomorrow..ahakz at last gona get to mit hym lar seii..love hym mani2 lar seii..apart frm ma bf..n swit harts..hee.. this sat i gona be mc wit ma hunnie mas..wohoo..yea,,best lar seii..i cnt wait..but at the same time im nervous lar seii...im scared im gona freak out infront of e mufti and e GOH..lol...please calm me dwn..prayed hard i wun make mistakes n wun make a fool out of maself.. today i have ma book presentation infront of the sec 4 n sec 5 cohort..lol..our powerpt slide cannot open..apart frm..dat we are nt prepared..n we make afool out of ourself..lol..lesson to learnt..to prepared b4 u give presentation..malu lar seii.. |
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Tuesday, May 13 @ 12:00 AM
Things are gettinG too complicateD nw..i fEel e guilt of nt tellin..if i were to tell im gona hurt SomeonE..n i dun wana hurt da someone..n i dun wana lose this relationship..nw tell me what should i do..i enjoyed dat someone companion..cos dat someone can make me hepi..but at the same..haish..i juz could nt make up ma mind..itz been bothering me..y am in such a complete mess nw..y?..all i have to do is tell etruth..but by tellin etruth someone gona get hurt..n i dun wana dat someone to think negative bt me..things happen 4 areason..n i cant predict wat is goin to happen..itz nt ma will..dat it will happen tiz way..seriously..hope dat someone will understand me..n i appreciate dat someone alot..
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Sunday, May 11 @ 6:18 AM
izzit veri difficult to find a fren dat realli treasures u n realie mean a lot to u..is dat so hard..y am i beng so naive n gullible..whom shuld i trust..oni cetain people who dey themselves noe dat i trust them..so pleash..dun mistreat ma trust..i had enuf of backstabbers okehh
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@ 6:09 AM
ystd wa super cool lar seii..i went out wit ma hunnie mas..haha..we are like super craziee lar seii...veri kecoh..haha..of cos we are bunch of craziee people ..aniwae yst i met hilmi for e ferst time..hes so pendiam..haha..gud..nvm..but hes fren has loads of tings to talk..aft dat hangout out with ma tashir n his fwen..hee..through dat..i n mas are superrgyler lar..we go kiss each other..kate sayang mah..i was suppose to go hm at nine..but hu cares lanngar je lar..im tired of e curfew given..pleash lar...shafiq majok wit me..haiyo..itz hard to pujok hym..haha..easily jealous..aniwae..tashir sent me hm..cwit kan..haha..aww...good to get to noe hym..
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Tuesday, May 6 @ 7:42 PM
im in dilemma n confused nw..y muz tings turn out tiz wae?y?we i have reach e highest poin of ma life..im movin on..and open a new chapter in ma life..y must he came back?y must he seek ma love nw..y must he wants me back nw..im confused..oh gosh..someone help me..i cnt bear to see him getting hurt..i cnt beat to c him suffer n stress abt me?wat should i do?
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Monday, May 5 @ 12:34 AM
Wo9kEhh..toDae ma Chem papEr is sux to e coRE..Apart Fm dat..im damn tirEd..yst sleep so late sia..haish..Wen is ma paper gonna EnD..Well luckily i cn do ma lit..wah piang..headache seii...wellshafiq msg me ystd ..like imean..cmon lah..i alreadi move on..n y u still like msging me..n i just dun undErstand u..u leave me for her..n nw ur finding me back..itz nt once ..itz twice..watz is in ur mind sak??..plaesh lar..get a life..juz go n concern bt her den me okkeh..we are through datz it..n im nt going to go back to u..itz enuf of wat u have done to me..i gave u so many chances..but u just blew it away..so move on..u tink if i were to go back to u..u cn make me hepi huh?for all diz while u didnt..u dun even try to make me hepi..wat u did was onli hurtin me..u dun cr bt ma feelins..have u?..n todae ur saying..dat if ever a dae will i accept u..i tell u wat..u tried to make me fall in love with u back..n i dun feel secure being with u..once bitten twice shy..nw u want me to wait for u..fat hope..for hw long i have been waitin 4 u b4.. 5yrs mind u!!..n u jus threw it like dat..u dun even appreciate..u tink im a doll??..wen u want..u take..wen u dun want u throw away..
im nt goin to be stoopin n believe ur swit mother fuckin tok again!!if u realie love me rite..u wun even have e cheek to do this to me..So whos e one who lose out..whos e one yg merayu skrg..this is hw i feel..n ur gonna feel it back..In fact im much more happieR nw..with ma single life..so i dun nid u to be with me..wat is past is past..n ma future life doesnt concern urs..im a big gal n i noe hw to take care of maself..nw u wanna mit me..for wat..fine i mit ya..but dun tink of going back to me.. |
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Friday, May 2 @ 9:52 AM
okeHh..TodaE was super duper Tired..lar seii..test..test..itz freaking me out..aniwae..for soong i did nt update bt maself..well..E change in ma life..has to be saiD it wonDerful..i meet a lot of new people..get to make more fwens...haha..life is nt bored after all..especially wen i noe dat somebody..anybody..cares about me..
i juz get to noe this someone..huhu..he realie make ma day..haha..love tokin to him..so far we reallie do chat a lot..n lots of staff to talk about..haha..alwaes looking forward to tok to him..aniwae..hes ma darl lar seii..fun n cute guy.. aniwae tink ma bestie nashrul..is majok..wit me..cos i nr tok to him..lol..cian bestie ku... hee..nvm im gona lepak wit hym soon..aiyoh.bestie..bestie.. aniwae..dat dae e bitch msg me..tellin me shafiq kinda worried 4 e n afraid dat i might ruined ma life..wat e hell..buzz off okehh..u dosnt nid to wuri bt me..lol..itz ma life..itz none of ur concern to interfere..futhermore.....u cn jolly well go with dat biatch..haha..so mean lar seii... aniwae juz nw i meet up with haziq..lol..kechiq2..nk ambk exam ..blajar last min..haiyo..kanchong lar dierr...haha..aft dat i mit ma hunnie mas..we go for eat..updates about ourself...den finally i went to ma nite class..lol..tired..nt enuf clepp..hee.. |
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