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Monday, March 10 @ 8:00 AM
its been quite some time i did not update ma blogs..lotz of things has hapen recently..
i juz hurt a guy..i did nt meant to hurt him...n i did nt even gave him hope..we juz get to noe each other recently..n yesh i admit dat he makes me hepi..laugh..i appreciate datz lotz..he is swit n caring..i didnt know dat things will turn out tiz way..its strange rite we juz get to noe each other..n he sae he love me ..i didnt expect it to be like thiz..i like him as fwen n realie enjoys his companion..haish..y does it get so complicated.. then..ma ex..wana patch up wit me..wohoo..of cos i am happy..like i sae wat goes ard cums ard...well we patch up..served u rite bitch..u didnt get his hart at all...n let me tell u tiz im nt e one hu stole him frm u..itz u hu stole it frm me..boifwen stealer!!derr..thiz is wat i call karma...n pleah lar dun blame me 4 tiz..u habe urself to blame.. i tot dat by patching up it wuld make me hepi..itz harder den i tot..i wanna be happy wit hym..i wanna understand him..bt he cnt understand me..i doesnt like to be in cntrol..pleash..itz nearly 3 mths im without hym..n im used to it...so please gimme time to adapt in a new change... i reallie do love him..bt im tinkin by patching upwith hym..will things get back to normal...i felt that i have changed n i cant be e same me..itz nt ma fault..itz u n dat bitch hu change me..nw ur blaming me..pleash i nid tyme...nw ur saying dat..we have no hope..i dunno wat to sae..izzit a mistakes for us to patch up tings? im afraid dat u cnt be hepi wit me..im afraid i cant listen to u n give u happiness..this is me..love me n accept me as who i am..im nt dat bitch n u dun compared me wit her...if by letting u go makes u happy n wun give u stress ..by all means i will..i dun wana suffer wit me..i still cnt forget wat did to me..i flung ma studies bcos of u..im depress...then out of sudden u want me bck.. e matter is i cnt accept e fact dat u are bekas dat bitch whom i hate e max..i juz cnt..nw u still dun believe dat i love u..n ure telling me i haven t change?wat sia?y are u kept telling me to quit ma job..our relationship gt notin to do with a job do u noe dat bcos of u..i hurt someone...bcos of u i rejected him n ignore him..even though..him n i are onli fwenz...i dun wana lose him as ma fwen..haish..i feel so guilty towards him..now are we still together or wat? |
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