Love. desire. lust.

yst i meet up with ma dearest boiffey at his hm..lepak at his hm for a while..his hugs makes me feel secure..yesh..i cn truly feel dat he loves me..though wat he did to me in e past was really hurtful bt then to think abt it nw..itz way too differnt...so is this wat they say is true love..true love is when he leaves u bt den he will cum n find u bck..no matter what..i must say that thanks to dat gal who once ruin ma relationship..bcos nw i understand y it happen..despite hw hurtful it was..i understand e reasons behind it all...cyg veri sweet..he wanna take me to SHOPPING nxt wk..wohoo!!..

aniwae i pity him..have to paid for his bike..havent get license bt yet he already buy his dream bike..haish ..stubborn pple..

aniway ma darlin bebeh mas came bck frm camp today..cnfirm she is dead beat..huhu..mish her lar..cos she never fails to brightened up ma day..hope dat ma friendship with mas, aminah, nazi.shika.raudha, nana, nashy will last till e dae where we have to reallie leave each other.. i guess u noe wat i mean..bt at certain times im scared dat someone gonna b a betrayal towards me..gona break ma trust n so on..hoping dat will nvr happened..cos i have gone through it once..n i dun wana it to happened again..let dat incident be learning point for me..in choosing ur friends wisely...so i reallie do appreciate ma friendship with dem n i loved them a lotz...i try to make it dat they are reallie been valued by me..

aniwae..i duunoe y..bt im am so mad dat shaf didnt tell me dat today he went to esplanade...n he didnt go 4 e kenduri lol..dunno ekh..gyler..

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