Love. desire. lust.

Today was extremely enjoyable TEACHERS DAY..haha

itz e first time i did not planned for e celebrations..

wat a relief..or else it will be such a hussle n tussle 4 me..

well..after having our stomach filled ..

its time for camWhoring lol..

this gonna be e last yr im celebrating with ma classmates..

oh gosh time fly quickly dat we do not realise it..

im gona mish them..

apart frm e teachers day celebration..

we also celebrate AMOS bdaE..

HAPPY 17th BDAE!!

nT to mention i look fat in e pics

Doinks!!

At night i meet up with bf of mine..

juz bcos i was wearing tights

he make a big fuss out of it..

cmon its nt as if im wearing something inappropriate!!

haish..

bcos of dat we heated arguments..

for once i wanna meet him n be happy..

then he tell me to choose between him n ma friends..even ma own bestie..

hw un reasonable he culd be!!

i begged him nt to gimme such an unreasonable choice..

bt he didnt care..

he is selfish..

y cnt he understand dat..

he didnt care bt ma feelings..

he shouted at me like i have no shame at all..

nw he sae he give me time to tink about it..

i msg him..

tellin him to accept me as who i am..

love me as who i am n aceept e way i am n ma social circle..

he say he culd nt

n blame me again..

damn it

i cnt stand it..

nw i doesnt know are we still together or nt..

if he still persists on breaking up..

den i will...

y in e ferst place he wana b with me

if he doesnt trust me ..

y muz i do n listen to him which does not makes me happy ..

bt makes him happy..

in e end i was e one who suffer..

cnt he juz negotioate wit me??

nw he tell me to find other guys who cn make happy..

y oh y..wen ma family started to accept hym he did diz to me...

i m tired..

all i need hes support in me taking ma o level..

i nid both of ma dearest besties n hym by ma side..

i nid them..