ok pple nw then i have e time to update this boring n dull blog of mine..
i been busy with working so i seldom use e computer.
and yes i have not been chatting for ages in msn.
oh yes im updating about e past few weeks that has happened..

well 12 dec i went shopping after work.
sadly nobody was there to accompany me.
yup all of them was bz..
aniwae my bro ghani managed to cum dwn to town to accompany me..sayaaang dier..
after that i mit jamal at his hse.

e following sat..im nt werking..
i spend time with mal at his hse..
n yes i simple enjoy every moment i spent with hym..
since he couldnt walk so might as well we juz stayed indoors..
n hes sweet..he watch me sleep..simply lovin it..
but then i fight with shafiq which i didnt wana tok abt...

sunday i off again..mit raudha n spend time at mcd...after that i juz meet up mal at his hse again..
n yes i have been fighting with shafiq over small things..
supposedly we are going to have our dinner..but then we didnt.over small matters..haish wen will this ever end..


monday, we still fighting..both doesnt wana give n take n strong headed.after work i meet shaff..and then went back hm..


tuesday, ma blog seems to be draggy..well wat to do imupdating e few wks lol..
im werking as usual..damn eversince i started to work.i loss alot of weight..trust me..itz a lot..nw i cnt seemto fit ma jeans for work..itz too loose for me..very irritating as i have to buy new jeans cos e jeans which i worn alwaes slip off..
n imnt having enuf rest as well enuf gourmet tasting..
well wen im otw to meet mal aft werk..this grp of mat rempit DRZ BIKE grp..is such an asshole..they scared me out by making noises with their stoopid bikes..just to get ma attention n ask for no...feel disgusted i juz walked off..damn..no brain..


wednesday in raudha meet mal at his hse since she say she wants tosee hym..n has been pestering me bt that...n i simply love ma work place at cnterpt..a lot of kecoharable pple..like kak mas,judy, kak siti,mak nia . mar n many more..best companion..it save me frm this boring job of mine..aniwae zaki or izzit zari e name cumdwn ma workplace lol..


thursday, ma aunt ask me for help to choreograph dance n remix songs for her girls..for dance work..haish wen will i ever find time to do that..make it worse she need it by the end of this mth..n i havent even start yet..lol..need help badly..


friday,i went for movie outing with muz, raudha n ghani.well guess what i watch TWILIGHT..n yess itz interesting n nice storyline..i rate thiz movie 10 out of 10!!!..
i love it a lot..n e best is i simply obessed with EDWARD CULLEN!!mwah mwah..e hot character in e movie..hes superb hot n e wae he brings out his role..make me go googoogaga..oh gosh i cnt waitt to watch again this cuming weekends..n i will watch more if i have time..so pple better catch this one good movie..oh EDWARD CULLEN ISFCUKING DAMN HOT!!!




sat..finally imanaged to went out with mas dear n aminah..we went to taka to see aminah performances.n they are simply cool with their fascinating dance move..keka was dere as well with us to support aminah..
n coincidenly..keka noe ma ex naili..itz been ion since i met him...n truthfully he changed a lot sia..hes is like mat rep..sayang nye..well pple change rite..n finally i mas n aminah managed to talk a lot n update abt ourself..i simply love them every bit of it..

sunday ,theres a big issue between me n shafiq..i duno hw to settled..i gave up..he find out abt it already..i cnt bear to see e look on his face..i didnt mean too..i still dolove hym..but i duno y i hurt hym..izzit mayb because of e past.what he has done tome..i dunno y..every single blood that lives within me is all revenge..hatred..i wana hym to feel hw i felt before..haish..he kept blaming me..he wun understand..i do love hyma bit..but mal..mal..take e most space in ma heart..am i cruel to do that?am i?i appreaciate wat he has done for me..n i duno y i cried for him e whole nite..i juz could not stop crying for shafiq..im so sad..y?y izzit like thiz??imconfused...i dun wana lose hym but at times i juz find mal better..shuld ileave e both of them???shafiq pleash dun do anitin stoopid..im worried..im nt at ease..haish..hes mad at me..he is..i noe he is dissapointed..imsorrie..i didnt mean too..i noe im e one who u truly love..i noe..im cnfused..darn!!


we cntinue to fight..he kept sending me mssgges..n he off his hp whenever i tried to reach hym haish..shafiq..shafiq nassir..if onli mal didnt tell ma dad..it would not hav been worse like this..somohn nurjamali imstill mad at u tau!!!!!

sign off..imtired tomorrow imwerkin..