somehow my ind is just filled with numerous topics and stuff to talked about..
im like so manic if i didnt talk about e stuff which is in my thounghts..
sometimes i just felt intense pressure..regarding abt my future..it may sound like an ass to u..but is just that im worried abt wat ma future will gonna be..i pomised mum that im gona make her e happiest mum in e world and given her an easy life when shes grow older and not to make her suffer..u see i love mmy mun so much..i did not want to disappoint her in aniway.itz been enough hw much endurance,tolerance and sufferings that she brought me up..and thank god without her im not be able to see this wonderful world.
this e reason y i really do wana worked hard n really get good grades wen im retaking ma olevel.i do not want to see disappointment in her face..it hurts me..
i noe this somehow could be empty promises..but i wun n i will try till ma very las breath to make her happy..



nw between me and shafiq somehow kinda frenzy.itz been a wild wild goose relationship.
call me weird or watever.to tell u e truth i do not noe y i still feel guilty and cant bear to let hym go.u may hear me saying this for umpteen times but yes i do not it myself.haish..if i were to told ma friends this mundane problem of mine..i guess they will totally got nothing to say to me..i have been immune to this problem aniway.




"People come People go"
this phrases has been going around.everyones knows that..
u met a stranger and they become a part of their life for once.but then they will just walked out frm ur life without a trace or noticed.just like friends..they comeand go..but friends whom u called true friends are e ones who left a path in ur memeories and harts.they say true friends musnt been always dere for u but they are always there whenever u need them..its like they have telepathy with u..once ure feeling dwn they will straight away sense it..i duuno y i sae this..sumtimes whenever i have problems i prefer to keep quiet. let nobody knows.cos i prefer suffer in silence.Irony isnt it..but yet when pple have problem i be e first one to help ..e one to hear n e one to say..
i just wish my true friends will noe.