I hurt mum today.
i really hurt her by my words..
haish me n my big mouth..
i shouldnt have say that..
i didnt mean it
it was unintentionally e words just speak out..
damn me..stupid me..y e hell did i send e wrung mssges..
nw look what have i done..
im sorry mum..
i didnt mean it..
haish i feel so bad and guilty now..
e worse thing that i ever did is urting my mum which i shoukd not..
nw i have to face my mum sour face with me..no conversation.
haish i hope she will forgive me n talk to me soon..

*im sorry mum n i love u so much*



next ..
though i and shafiq have ended our relationship..
but still theres feeling of guilt in me.
e feelings which i could not get rid of n kept intruding through my mind.
2 more days will be his bday and i was planning to celebrate with hym this wednesday..
haish but he didnt want it all..
i tried to make it up so that he wont feel being left out during his special day.
i want him to feel how was it like when people rmb ur bdae n celebrated it.
nw what should i do..
im left with nothing to else or any idea to think and convince him.


next.
i dunno y e sudden interest that i have been reading about religious book nowadays..
yea..weird..maybe im still lacking of this knowledge which i must know..
but nvm i will balance my reading with english and religious book.


lastly
i neee a JOB BADLY..NEW JOb..somebody..someone..anybody..pleash do recommend me..
arrghhh!!