the accident scene and ma gf nana
Friday..
it was an unexpected day for me..
most shocking n melancholy for me...

just as i wake up frm ma beauty sleep..
i received unexpected call which gave me e least news that i dun wana hear..

shyka call me n told me that nana ma bestie met with an accident last wednesday at cck ..4.48pm..
i was suprised..
n seriously i only tot it was minor injuries...

so i took leave n decided to visit nana..

To my goodness, i was shocked and at e same time many thoughts run through my mind
when i saw nana lying helplessly at the hospital bed..
mixed of emotions engulf me..

i was lost for words all i could do was stare in disbelief.
i didnt expect that e accident was real bad..
her mum hugged me n she was crying..
then without i realised i too started to shed tears for her unconditionally...

reality check.yes indeed im not daydreaming..
nana was really in bad state..
my best fren whomwe didnt met up for one mth..
n our nxt unplanned meeting was at e hospital which i least expected.

all i could do was to hold nana hand n look her pitifully..
it was like a nightmare..this moment u saw her happy and strong..
but the next moment u saw her weak and traumatised..

as a bff for 5 yrs..who will not be sad for ur bff..

i find out that a car bang into them at cck near south view pri..so pple if u saw e big blue signboard regarding fatal accident..ya that was them..

the driver i guess frm e story i heard. beat e red light n was talking on e phone.
and didnt realise there was a bike infront of her which she was supposed togive way.FUCK HER!!!she cause two person life in danger n suffering!!1

guess what it was a china woman who just passed her driving license..FUCK HER!!!
e impact was so bad that both ma gf n her bf flung into e air n both their helmets also flung off..

n because of that ma gf hit e lampost opp..
she suffer broken pelvis..blood clot..wounded head n face which will leave a terribly bad scar..she need to undergo operation twice..
for her pelvis which needed to insert steel n her head as doctor suspect she have blood clot.she kept complaning her head is in pain n kept vomitting continously..
worse still her once beautiful face ruined because of that blady china woman..

how hurt i was when i saw her in this state..
i was loss for words when she ask her mum n me how her face wasn she ask for a mirror...i had no choice but to lie..that it was perfectly fine n it can heal soon..

surgeon is still considering for her to undergo face surgery...
adding more burden to her..she just lost her grandpa 3 days before her mishap n also she was wide awake when e surgeon done the operation on her. n that make it worse cos she was traumatised. if doctor were to jab her.she will be in coma..


sadly, also she couldnot visit her bf..
her bf fate was much worse than her..
he was flung offinto the air n his head fell dwn ferst..


he now in ICU..even though he went for 3RD sugery..but it was to no avail that he would wake up.
eversince hes been warded he didnt wake up at all..
doc says he had only 40% chance of survival.
when i visit hym..
his face was swollen..
his head kept bleeding n it was a big and deep wound..

i just could not stop crying n couldnt bear to c both of them in this state..
ystd e mumtold me she told to didi..n there was tears drop on his cheecks..meaning he could hear us but could not react...

i hope fate wun be so cruel towards them..
i hope he will wake upand nana will be strong to accept this challenge frm god..


because of this BLADY CARELESSNESS OF STOOPID DRIVER...others suffers...

now the fucking shit is that i cannot visit nana at e hops bcos of the SWINE FLU!!!damn irritating..now ionly managed to update abt both of them frm nana mum.i prayed for the both of u to survived..miracle pleas play a part...

i want to let nana noe that im always here for her..even though physically i was not there..but ma soul is.