i cant wait to start my new job at Starbucks..
Rather than sitting at home..with nothing to do other than studying..
at least i have money if i were..
Rather than now im broke..

Now i have been eyeing on shoes and jacket at Fox motorcross..
im so in love with them..
I have been wanting to get as that is e design that i want..
Arggh..Frustrating
until i get my hands on them than i would be at peace

every now and then..
i usually have difficulties in breathing and chest pains..
or maybe im suffering frm insomania..hahha..
i will wake up at 4 due to the pain then i could not sleep until 6 plus nearly 7 in the morning..
even though how many times i toss and turn i cant go back to sleep..
who else can i call right when im e only one who is wide awake..
so i just stared at the ceilings either talking to myself or just think about the things that i wana think..
What else can i do...


I think im stressed lately..haish